simple me~*

2006-06-28T17:31:00.000-07:00

hehs ppl i'm changing blog! the other blog has no tagboard though ahhhh! feel free to continue tagging here though? love love lovee! (:
http://candysunshine.livejournal.com

2006-06-24T15:12:00.000-07:00

from now on i shall blog little! i realise i've been blogging realllyyy long even i'm too lazy to read hahaha anw anyone who's good at html codes and all, help me pls? haha i just create a livejournal blog (:
maneater by nellyfurtado is damn nice; i like(:

2006-06-20T12:28:00.000-07:00

UNBELIEVABLE - craig david
always said i would know where to find love
always thought i'd be ready and strong enough
but sometimes i just felt i could give up
but you came and you changed my whole world now
i'm somewhere i've never been before
now i see, what love means

it's so unbelievable
and i don't want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like you've always been
forever a part of me
and it's so unbelievable
to finally be in love
somewhere i never thought i'd be

in my heart, in my head, it's so clear now
hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now
i was lost and you've rescued me some how
i'm alive, i'm in love you complete me
and i've never been here before
now i see, what love means

it's so unbelievable
and i don't want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like you've always been
forever a part of me
and it's so unbelievable
to finally be in love
somewhere i never thought i'd be

when i think of what i have, and this chance i nearly lost
i can't help but break down, and cry
ohh yeah, break down and cry

it's so unbelievable
and i don't want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like you've always been
forever a part of me
and it's so unbelievable
to finally be in love
somewhere i never thought i'd be

now I see, what love means

sunday was fun, woke up only at 8.30am, was LATE for church service =S then we changed and after a short worship, we head off to east coast park! took bus 14 then must walk.ohh then i was watching some show on ivan/mingyao's ipod video.its 'the outsiders', like some gangster show? the 3 main male characters are HOT XD hahahaha then i got crazy, showing minnie and everything tt their hot lol yeaa tts the only reason why i was watching the show despite the smmalllll screen haha so yeaa then we had lunch at macs, then cycling! whhheeeeee, i havent cycled in a REALLY REALLY LOONNGG time, i'm quite unstable at first, ivan laughed at me haha ohh! ivan also keep laughing at me cos my face was peeling pretty bad! =/ hahaha ok cycled for bout 1 hr, fun(: hmm then it was ard 3+ alr slacked for a while then we went to play pool! =D me, emily, my bro, mingyao, ivan, wenjun, yilun, yongliang.i think i'm improving, YAY(: haha ok then played till 6.30 lydat, my bro&i went to parkway parade to meet our parents for dinner- had steamboat, quite niceee(: ohohoh, and i was falling sick..
yesterday was niceee(: woke up early for tuition which starts at 9.30am, norman's mom gave me breakfast- oreo cheesecake! hehs then i use hand to eat =D hahaha tuition was fine, my acid bases&salts suck man haha ok then norman&i took 14 to town- i was going out wif my churchies, norman was to meet georgie to go for a haircut&shop for georgie's interview outfit haha we reached borders ard 11.45, cos i thot i only have to meet the girls at 12.30, since emily msged early morning and told me to meet at 12.30 instead of 12.but NO- tt wasnt emily, it was sttupiiddd IVANNN =P hahaha tt evil boy.so yeaa i walked down to cine from borders, aiyoh it seemed quite a long walk lorr =P haha hmm anw we watched SHE'S THE MAN and R.V., she's the man the soundtrack very nice and the 2 guys are HOT man, one is hot HOT, the other is cute HOT hahaha.hmm but RV sucks larr damnn boring i could slp in the cinema pls haha ok then we took neos also i think i havent taken neoprints for a long time alr haha then sixuann had to go, cos she had violin lessons later then minnie left with her, emily&i walked ard till emily's mom came to pick her up then i went to taka to meet norm&georgie! haha i finally met georgie (: she reminds me of someone! but i cant remember who haha and anw! NORMAN LOOKS GOOOOOD(: really really good(: hehs ok then we shopped ard for georgie's outfit, i'm a lousy shopper though i cant help hahaha so we went taka, after a while georgie&norm got tired of shopping, so georgie went home norman&i went to coffeeebean i like caramel ice blended =D hehs took 143 home, bout 40 mins journey
last night wasnt too good, and its DAMN conradicting, jason mraz's 'life is wonderful' was playing
"la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la"
this just keeps playing! i was like, ARRUGGHHHH so irritating, i dun think the song has any other meaning anw except emphasing tt life is wonderful hahaha oO, and i just saw anothy's videao for winner haha ant must act more grown up- winner looks more mature than him! haha
ok i'm bored, quite retarded, got this from minnie's blog:

Name 5 friends of the same sex
Name 5 friends of the opposite sex
Name 5 random objects
Do these before u look at the questions below
F1. Ck
F2. mel
F3. emily
F4. sixuan
F5. minnie

M1. norman
M2. jy
M3. ian
M4. cg
M5. aaron

O1. computer
O2. hp
O3. plastic bag
O4. cookie
O5. mug

what if F1 and M2 dated?
lol my 2 best friends! ahhhhhhh....no hahaha!

what if M5 ate O1?
haha O1 is NOT edible

are M4 and F2 compatible?
haha i dun think soo

would you buy 03 as a present for F2?
lol ANYTIME no need buy somemore =P

how did you meet F3?
EMILY! ahhh since yoounngggg(: from church! =D

how did u meet M1?
haha we were pri3&4 classmates but we never talked, it was only since last yr tt we got closer hehs yupp

what would you do if M1 and M4 dated?
hmm M1&amp;F4/F1&M4 u mean? ahh if M1&F4 dated.. i suppose it'll be really weird for me hahaha if F1&M4 dated.. i'll be happy for them one's my best fren, the other's my gd fren! =D

what's the probability of matchmaking F1 and O5?
lol wat question is this? hmm yeaa she alr owns it haha

does F4 like 04?
ahhhh who doesnt like cookies! =D

how are you related to M1?
oO, he's my special one! (:

describe F2
crazy, loud, outgoing, slim, friendly

what if F3 went overseas?
haha she used to be overseas hahaha ahhh i'll miss her like ccrazzyyy, sundays wont be the same without her! ):

does M4 look like O2?
lol i dun think so

pick an object from the list to describe M2
COMPUTER! he's like a dota fanatic now =P

2006-06-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS FROM SENTOSA(:

reflections! in the toilet haha

spamming norman's camera

hahahaha mel and i =P

mel, fenny, me, aileen, jy! haha i think jy spiced up the picture =D

aileen, me, fenny!

the 2 white ones!

chain reaction!

my most spastic photo ever!

my hottie! (:

coconut tree! lol

hahah tts wat happens when ur a cam whore XP

GROUP PIC- 12 of us(: we love ben&jerry's! (ok, who doesnt! =D )

we're going for NDP '06! XD hahaha no larr, we were going to shane's house, but so cute rite we're dressed in either red or white hehs =D

the day after sentosa at norman's place, jy's eyes are barely visible! =P

2006-06-16T00:22:00.000-07:00

essential yet appealed carry all your thoughts across an open field
sentosa yesterday yesterday! whhheeeeee(: ok was supposed to meet at 9.30am@harbourfront mrt, but LATE LATE LATE.only left around 10.30 i think haha.and so sad larr! ck&cg cant come! those 2 ahh! )): so yeaa, 12 of us- aaron, aileen, alex, fenny, ian, jy, kong, melissa, norman, shane, tiffany, wenyao.
went to siloso beach, i was quite fascinated by the HUGE colourful words that read "SILOSO" i think its damn cute =D hehs hmmm so yeaa, played volleyball with mainly norman, ian, wenyao- BALL BEFORE SELF hahaha got one time it was quite cool the guys all dived for the ball one by one, wenyao- ian- norman- then me, but wenyao didnt get up in time haha he just laid on the sand, so the passing stopped hahaha it was funny ahhh i likkeeee volleyball(: haha went down to the water also, its damn tempting, plus wats a beach without the sea? =D hehs we started off by pushing fenny into the water- aileen pushed fenny onto me and i FELL in with her larr! =P then later at first norman didnt wanna get wet so i purposely splashed water on him =P , he 'jumped' on me and i FELL into the water AGAIN, with a different person this time hahaha and fenny was damn retarded, making crazy beach rules/laws for herself =P hehs and i dunno why- i cant balance myself against the waves! fenny does it so naturally, norman's able to do it as well but i just CANNOT i keep falling back haha and ian&wenyao are crazy, kick the ball here and there and they swim so far out into the waters! haha then later we got bored, mel&i SPAMMED norman's camera with retarded poses until the card no more memory =X then we had to survive on fenny's camera instead after that haha.hmm washed up at around 4pm? left sentosa around 5.30 i think haha went for high-tea (cos its too late to be called lunch, too early to be called dinner haha) at noodle hut haha and i feel damn smart, i could figure out the 4 chinese characters on their seal ok! =D hehs so anw i sat with norman, mel, jy and shane.the rest were at the other table they wanna isolate us, only jy very nice =D haha anw the noodles there are NICE! (: i ate the laksa thingy, whooaaaa, DAMN FILLING man hahaha.
then aileen had to go for her match, the rest of us went to shane's house.shane's house is BIG&BEAUTIFUL =D hahaha watched(not really, i left halfway) 'she's the man' and then i went outside, AARON TAUGHT ME THE BASICS ON HOW TO PLAY POOL yay hahaha i cant play, i'm too stiff(yea yea, cos its 4/5 of my name =P) haha i love aaron he's damn patient with me cos i suck i'm damn lousy haha then once i was taking one shot- NORMAN, AARON, WENYAO, MEL, KONG they all damn nice! they keep telling me wat to do and how to position myself so i can play better =D hahaha i felt so loveed(: THANK YOU! hehs and norman is DAMN GOOD at pool! whhheeeeee, one of his many many many hidden(now exposed) talents =D haha mel says he's almost as good as shane BUT shane has a pool table at home, norman doesnt! and thats pro ok! =D hehs i'm sooo proud of my sunshine((: haha OK, i shall improve on my pool so i wont disgrace him anymore =P hahaha
hmm left his place at 10pm, cabbed home with norman, ian&jy the guys stayed over at norman's place- and i'm jealous! ): hahaha anw i went over in the morning, its so heartwarming to see so many ppl in the morning! =D hehs hmmm anw i'm DAMN BURNT, its soo painful ): the sun cheat my feelings, it wasnt even sunny! i thot i wont get burnt, but slowly i felt the pain and then my face&body is red hahaha pain pain pain
oh btw teddy geiger's got DAMN BEAUTIFUL eyes, one secene in his video of FOR YOU I WILL, its was like so green- GORGOEOUUSSSS! (haha sry, if u havent known i've got smt with green eyes i think its damn cool and unique hehs) but his eyes are supposed to be blue i heard, ahhh u see it changes colour! =D hahah
ok i'm gonna reply my tags here my tagboard's been weird haha
ck: ahh i missed u larr): LOVE YOU!
mel: lol mel ur damn evil! =P haha hmm i'm quite blur wat =P
sixuann: hey girl! haha we welcome, but i still dunno ur favourite colour haha i love you! i wanna go out with you girlies reeaall sooon! (:
gabriel: haha c'mon SMILE man! =D

`you got you got you got wat it takes to make me leave my man!
=D

2006-06-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

ohh you're so naive!
i'm BOREDD.got this from mel's blog =D i think i did it before? hahaha dun care larr =P
hmm NORMAN GO DO! i'm sure u forgot the questions alr rite! hahah

13 PEOPLE.....!!
Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Anyone you're
thinking of, in no order. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13
people. Absolutely NO cheating and switching positions on the list,either!
READY, START!(haha this is so lame =P)

1. norman
2. ck
3. mel
4. cg
5. ian
6. jy
7. kong
8. aaron
9. emily
10. sixuan
11. mingyao
12. minnie
13. henry(haha!)

THE QUESTIONS:

1. How did you meet 2:
CHERYL KOH ahhh my pri 3,4, sec 2 classmate.MY BEST FRIEND =D

2. What would you do if you NEVER met 6:
lol thats sad, then i wun have any (guy)best friend&there wun be my longest gd fren! ):

3. What would you do if 2 and 9 dated:
haha for all i know, emily's already married haha

4. Did you ever like 8:
haha not in that way, he's my gd fren!

5. Would 1 and 5 be a good couple:
why my 5 is mel's 5 also, i deleted her whole list of people then rewrite one larr haha hmm perhaps, they can both be gay.. =P hehs but no, 1's MINE! =D

6. Is number 11 gay/lesbian:
hahaha maybe, he's in a school full of such hahaha ok mingyao'll prob kill me or smt.noo i'm kidding, he's strraigghtt!

7. Would you tell secrets to 5:
perhaps perhaps perhaps, he's my kor! (:

8. What is your first memory of 2:
cute, small little girl. cheryl seeee i how nice i didnt think of u as black k =P

9. Do you know any of 1's family members:
haha kinda, i see them at least once a week

10. What's 10's favorite color?
ohhhhmmyyygosshhhhhh i cant remember and i thot i know this! ahhhh..green? orange? hahaha sorry! i'm terrible =X

11. What would you do if 9 confessed he/she liked you?
heh thats fine, I LOVE HER(:

12. What language does 3 speak:
mostly english, chinese.hmmm i dun think mel really knows any dilect, rite? haha

13. Who is 9 going out with:
hmm her wife? or her husband? haha but i know now she's at HK with mingyao, ivan and dawn!

14. What grade is 12 in:
sec 2

15.when did you last see 7:
hmm last last week? extra lessons haha

16. What is 5's favorite band:
lol many many..

17. Would you ever date 1:
uh-hurh uh-hurh! (:

18. Is 1 hot:
duhh, DEFINITELY(:

19. Is 12 single:
yupyup

20. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 1:
haha how come got so many questions bout 1? ahhh ssuuureeeee(:

21. Where does 8 go to school:
same as me! same class somemore! =D fairfiels methodist secondary

22. What's 4's best physical feature:
(hahaha mel's answer is damn bad! but damn nice also lol)
hmmm height, abs hehs

23. Are number 7 & 8 best friends:
not best friends, but close

24. Is 8 a girl or boy:
boy

25. Who is 5 in love with:
hehe go ask him urself

26. What is your last memory of 7:
him playing playstation with ck at wenyao's house, and ck was actually better at him =P hahaha

27. Have you ever hooked up with 4:
hahahaha yeaa, but hooked up sounds bad!

28. What is the funniest memory of 8:
hmmm ohh! MRT INCIDENT! cheryl koh! remember remember! hahahaha XD

29. What is your relationship with 6:
oO, he's my longest&best(guy) friend

30. How old is 13:
almost 18! =D

31. How close are you with 1:
very very very? haha

32. Would you sleep with 12:
how bout NEXT to? haha ub4! =D

33. What is your favorite memory with 3:
sorry mel, i'll have to copy ur answer! "Hahahahah, ON THE PHONE AND IN SCHOOL AND OUT WITH HERRR" totally! =D

34. Who's 11 best friends with:
ahhh good question, i've no ideaa

35. What's your favorite thing about 2 :
let's see.. ahhh, how bout EVERYTHING? (:

i cut my hair today, $29.90 at STORMbyMONSOON at jurong point.my mommy says its nice,but i have no comments haha.i think the stylist's pretty good, but the girl dunno how to wash hair one! water keep going into my ears =X haha hmm my bro say my hair's not bad but behind quite funny haha cos its quite straight ahh! usually i'll layer layer layer haha and my fringe still stays heh ohh wells but changing hairstyle is fun(: wahaha

2006-06-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

paris hilton can actually sing, and she sounds kinda like gwen stefani.. its pretty nice and it was stuck in my head today haha.
STARS ARE BLIND - paris hilton
i don't mind spending some time
just hanging here with you
cause i don't find too many guys
that treat me like you do
those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
but when i walk their talk is suicide
some people never get beyond their stupid pride
but you can see the real me inside
and i'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
if you show me real love baby
i'll show you mine
i can make you nice and naughty
be the devil and angel too
got a heart and soul and body
let's see what this love can do
baby i'm perfect for you

i could be your confidante
just one of your girlfriends
but i know that love's what you want
if tomorrow the world ends
why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
now tell me who have you been dreaming of
at night at home?

even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
if you show me real love baby
i'll show you mine
i can make you nice and naughty
be the devil and angel too
got a heart and soul and body
let's see what this love can do
baby i'm perfect for you

excuse me for feeling
this moment is critical
might be me feeling
it could get physical,
oh no, no no

even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
if you show me real love baby
i'll show you mine
i can make you nice and naughty
be the devil and angel too
got a heart and soul and body
let's see what this love can do
let's see what this love can do
baby i'm perfect for you
baby I'm perfect for you

even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind..

heh this is the shy part of me.. =P
WHY CANT I? - liz phair
get a load of me, get a load of you
walking down the street, and i hardly know you
it's just like we were meant to be
holding hands with you when we're out at night
got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
and i've got someone waiting too

what if this is just the beginning
we're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you

isn't this the best part of breaking up
finding someone else you can't get enough of
someone who wants to be with you too
it's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
but wouldn't it be beautiful

here we go, we're at the beginning
we haven't fucked yet, but my head's spinning

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you

high enough for you to make me wonder
where it's going
high enough for you to pull me under
something's growing
out of this that we can control
baby i am dying

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you

this song is cutteee
FILL MY LITTLE WORLD - the feeling
i had a dream we went away
left this city for a day
you took me southwards on a plane
and showed me spain or somewhere
but in reality you're not so keen to show me anything
and i thought you liked me

hey, show some love, you aint so tough
come fill my little world right up, right up
someday you're going to realise(i want you)
to fill my little world right up, right up, right up

yeah, so what you gonna do
with all this stuff piling up, filling up and taking up
you misunderstand me
all i wanted was some evidence
that you really like me(you really like me)

hey, show some love, you aint so tough
come fill my little world right up, right up
someday you're going to realise(i want you)
to fill my little world right up, right up, right up

maybe it's all too much
how come we're so messed up
maybe I'm not enough
maybe you're just too much

hey, show some love, you aint so tough
come fill my little world right up
ohh ohh yeah

hey, show some love, you aint so tough
come fill my little world right up, right up
someday you're going to realise(i want you)
to fill my little world right up, right up, right up

hey, show some love, you aint so tough
come fill my little world right up, right up
someday you're going to realise(i want you)
to fill my little world right up, right up, right up

ohh
come on and show me you aint so tough

nicceee(:
PHOTOGRAPH - jamie cullum
her name was written on the photograph
right next to her red, sunburnt face
it all had happened in that long tall grass
about a mile from her old place
i can't remember how it started and if it lasted that day in the sun

we said that we were going to study hard
we held our books instead of hands
she held a blanket over cans of beer
i can't deny i was so full of fear

it's just another story caught up in another photograph i found
and it seems like another person lived that life a great many years ago from now

when i look back on my ordinary, ordinary life
i see so much magic, though i missed it at the time
when i look back on my ordinary, ordinary life
i see so much magic, though i missed it at the time

and there's the first time that i tried that stuff
i think i look a little green
i remember throwing up behind a bush
and i found it hard to use my feet
and who's that easily led little boy who's really off his head?

it was the same night that i kissed that girl
the tall one with the auburn hair
i remember laughing cos to kiss me
she had to sit down on a chair
and she tasted like the schnapps she'd drunk
and the cigarette she'd stolen from her mum

and it's just another story caught up in another photograph I found

when i look back on my ordinary, ordinary life
i see so much magic, though i missed it at the time
when i look back on my ordinary, ordinary life
i see so much magic, though i missed it at the time

when i look back on my ordinary, ordinary life
i see so much magic, though i missed it at the time

it sounds quite creepy at first, but the more i listen, the more i like this song!
UNFAITHFUL - rihanna
story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cos it seems that wrong
really loves my company

he's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
but clouds are rolling in
because i'm gone again
and to him i just can't be true

and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be...a murderer

i feel it in the air
as i'm doin' my hair
preparing for another date
a kiss up on my cheek
as he reluctantly
accepts i'm gonna be out late
i say i won't be long
just hanging with the girls
a lie i didn't have to tell
because we both know
where i'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be...a murderer

our love...his trust
i might as well take a gun and put it to his head
get it over with
i don't wanna do this anymore ...
whoah..anymore

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be...a murderer

okok enough of songs.. hmm wat should i blog bout?
on wed norman's swiss knife cut my finger haha it is the SHARPEST swiss knife i've seen so far man, i was only opening it larr then i cut myself i dunno how.haha i think those knives are damn fascinating, small but powerful hehs i like trying to pry them open XD haha then i thought of wat happened in nepal,.. ohh man tt was a damn lousy swiss knife lar =P
thurs i had piano, i felt damn dumb i keep doing but it was never good ):
fri had chem tuition for bout 2 hours.went to the library with norman, frm bugis(central lending library?) to taka(library@orchard) cos i was sad when i couldnt find any book by NICHOLAS SPARKS at bugis so norman say we'll go somewhere else! then we found 2 books at the orchard library! THE NOTEBOOK and NIGHTS IN RODANTHE.i'm done with the notebook alr; read it for 3 hours straight once i got home.damn, it was addictive and sooooo sweet&touching(: i teared larr! a few times somemore haha nicholas sparks is REALLY DAMN GOOD at writing touching love novels(: a walk to remember was written by him too.
today was damn waste time.i was TRYING to bake cookies the whole morning-afternoon! cos my cookie cannot harden, i also dunno why hahah hmm i dun have any mood to do hwk now.ahhh i wanna cut my hair and buy a pair of flipflops before sentosa outing on wed! which i dun think will be possible =/
hmm some days i just dun feel too good.i'm finding it hard to juggle my studies, norman, clique, church frens, family,.. all together.its like i dun have the time.. i havent talked to aaron for i-dunno-how long, i'm actually scared to talk to him haha then there's cg, ian and kong, havent really been spending much time with them either.but THANK GOODNESS for sentosa outing =D hehs hmm so basically i'm pretty much only available to ck, mel, jy and norman.norman, norman, norman. hahaha i really dunno wat to say.sixuan said smt yesterday which is really quite sad ah, we GREW UP together yet we're like not close anymore, we dun really have anything to say to each other and stuff.ahhh hmm we'll catch up someday? after that pretty emily comes back from HK(: haha and i soo miss last december staying at the yiu's house till late late late! =D NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD RESTUARANT! ((:

`is it any wonder i'm tired?

2006-06-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

i have a chocolate bar in the fridge, i'm having a phobia of it.its supposingly some liqour chocolate thing frm some country,one piece is pretty big and kinda budges out at the middle haha.n anw tt time i ate it, i had stomachache! PLUS i felt damn sick and everything, even though the chocolate may nto exactly be the cause of it, but uugghh it was such a terrible experience; i'm afraid to touch tt chocolate bar now.but well, if someday i get too desperate i may just eat it up XD hahahaha
hmm ohh and i edited my previous post alr, cos ck says its hard to read and norman couldnt even see it hahaha.cos i'm using MOZILLA FIREFOX, not internet explorer, so it actually looks normal on my screen but apparantly not on internet explorer hehs pai seh ah.
yesterday night i was talking to mel on the phone, she was darn bored hahaha.damn funny! we were talking bout everything&anything randomly, then we said the SAME THING at the SAME TIME, SAME PITCH, SAME RHYTHM same everything; it was darn exact mel couldnt even hear me.hahaha it was soooo funny larr.hmm hmm hmm! anw i'm excited bout next wed's sentosa outing lets hope it wun rain! =D
heh ahh i spammed quizes agn =P

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.

And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.

You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.

It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

hmmmmmm true? i dunno bout this.. haha

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

this makes me sound sooo nice larr XD lol

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

hehs i still think i'm naiive.

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

i think this is quite true(:

2006-06-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

hahaha norman&i was spamming on those quizes today.ahh check these out:

NORMAN:

You Are Vanilla Ice Cream

Your personality is anything but "vanilla"

You're a risk taker, who's up for anything new.

You go well with anyone and fit into any situation.

You are most compatible with rocky road ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

TIFFANY:

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.

You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.

You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it!

You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

hahaha read the last line of both! =D hehs and we SERIOUSLY didnt cheat at all! we were quite surprised hahaha but how cool is that! haha(:

NORMAN:

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"

You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...

Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.

Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.

The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.

You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.

Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

MINE:

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.

That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!

The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.

You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.

Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.

As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

haha norman's one is how true larr! mine's.. quite true? haha i happily play in my own world =D

NORMAN:

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

MINE:

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

haha i had to post this cos its so cute, norman's "ELMO LOVES YOU!" awwww.i'm "ME WANT COOKIE!" XD even though norman anyhow do, he's got the talkative part like elmo haha cookie monster and me both got a sweet tooth(:

NORMAN:

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy.
You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Are You Hot?

MINE:

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

heh quite true ah? esp normans'! =P haha

MINE:

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

haha why so funny one? and i thot i was more female than cheryl! =P oo yea, i've always thot i was rational lols

Your Observation Skills Get A B

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

woohoooo! I'M PRETTY OBSERVANT ALRIGHT! =D

2006-06-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are 15 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

LOL i'm spamming on those quizes hahaha go do the 1st quiz! =D

2006-06-01T19:16:00.000-07:00

yay its the holidays! XD hahaha i hope i can really enjoy myself before term 3 starts, everything'll be going pretty fast paced then! hmm ok chinese O levels was on mon, paper 1 was shity for me- i'll never have enough time for compo i suck at compo haha but paper 2 was pretty ok, i hope it'll pull up the grades for my written papers! uh hurh.
went to sch the next few days, except for yesterday i ponned bio hahaha.cos its only one hour, go all the way to sch for ONE HOUR, plus i was going to be late hehs.but audd&aaron had my attendance marked wahaha thanks man(: so yeaa, had chem today then bio nothing much audd&i was playing BINGO during bio! hahaha DAMN FUN, great way to waste lesson time away, we're gonna do tt for physics class tml =D hehs cos I BET physics's gonna be hell boring tml- 2 HOURS! and it doesnt help tt i cant stand the teacher either haha
hmm was playing volleyball after bio today with ranen, aaron, j.toh&lanz haha i'm lousy, but i like volleyball its fun! haha it was so hot and i perspired so much, i was damn smelly =X hahaha ok anw i just got back from wenyao's house haha i love his message chair- damn comfortable X) then me, ck, kong&wenyao played bridge haha wenyao's as blur as me! =D hahaha FINALLY i've found someone i can be compared to =P lol and towards the end i was damn tired, damn drained haha so i slept on the bus ride back.cos i only had 4 hours of slp this morning, was chatting with shane.small shane goh.haha he's damn funny&so easy to talk to.and he reads my blog too larr! =D lols so yeaa we were talking about everything under the sun =D haha and shane was like my daddy, my doctor! hahaha ohh and we're the same height! XD

hmm this song was stuck in my head today-

IS IT ANY WONDER? - keane
i.. i always thought that i knew
i'd always have the right to
be living in the kingdom of the good and true
it's so long that now i think i was wrong
and you were laughing along
and now i look a fool for thinking you were on..

my side,
is it any wonder i'm tired?
is it any wonder that i feel uptight?
is it any wonder i don't know what's right?

sometimes it's hard to know where i stand,
it's hard to know where i am,
well maybe it's a puzzle i don't understand
sometimes i get the feeling that i'm
stranded in the wrong time
where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme

is it any wonder i'm tired?
is it any wonder that i feel uptight?
is it any wonder i don't know what's right?
oh, these days, after all the misery you made,
is it any wonder that i feel afraid?
is it any wonder that i feel betrayed?

nothing left inside this old cathedral,
just the sad, lonely spires,
how do you make it right?

oh but you try,
is it any wonder i'm tired?
is it any wonder that i feel uptight?
is it any wonder i don't know what's right?
oh, these days, after all the misery you made,
is it any wonder that i feel afraid?
is it any wonder that i feel betrayed?

and this song has been in my head for a really really long time hahaha if u scan through the song lyrics, its quite retarded like speech or smt lol but the tune's pretty nice&catchy! =D

I WRITE SINS, NOT TRAGEDIES -panic! at the disco
oh, well imagine; as i'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and i can't help but to hear, no i can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"what a beautiful wedding, what a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

oh dear, her infidelity just spilled all over the floor.can somebody help her?

i'd chime in with a "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
i'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of..

well in fact i'll look at it this way,
i mean technically our marriage is saved!
well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne!
oh! well in fact i'll look at it this way,
i mean technically our marriage is saved!
well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne,
pour the champagne!

i'd chime in with a "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
i'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

again.

i'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
i'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

again.

and this song is nice! (:

WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART -the veronicas
i'm having the day from hell
it was all going so well (before you came)
and you told me you needed space
with a kiss on the side my face (not again)
and not to mention (the tears i shed)
i shoulda kicked your (ass instead)
i need intervention
attention to stop temptation to scream

cause baby
everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do i start
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
no

don't know where i parked my car
don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
i put my faith in you
what a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
and not to mention (i drank too much)
i'm feeling hungover (and out of touch)
i need intervention
attention to stop temptation to scream

cause baby
everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do i start
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
no

can it be easier?
can i just change my life?
cause it just seems to go bad every time
will i be mending
another one ending once again

everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do i start
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
no

gotta pick myself up
cos baby i'm f'ed up

everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do i start
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
no

uh hurh.ahh i hope i can go out tml! ok i shall go bathe now i stink hahaha =P

`have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?

2006-05-27T01:32:00.000-07:00

i'm blogging now! hahah
THURS - day out with norrmannn.hehs it was great, i love sunshine(: watched 'X-MEN -the last stand' haha i didnt even watch the first 2 but well, jean gray's coool! she's damn powerful larr pls and storm's eyes quite scary the whole thing turn white haha and rogue's ugly, when i thot she's supposed to be pretty =/ hehs norman's so funny! he has a very low tolerance for cold; next time i must bring jacket for him haha ok then we had turkish dinner! haha it was pretty good, better than i expected actually =D dinner cost bout $46, but we only had like total $43 in cash so norman had to go down&withdraw some money hahaha.ohh and norm got his bro a levis shirt like $82? and i realise yest's the start of SINGAPORE SALE FESTIVAL! or wtv it is called, i dunno haha but ya, the shirt's really nice!(: norman's a small boy he doesnt wear shirts =P ohh plus he doesnt drink coffee he cant take caffine hahaha hmm so basically we just roamed around aimlessly, which i declare is my new hobby -roaming the streets with norman leow! X) hehs provided there's time hahaha PLUS a good pair of walking shoes- tts y i wore my briks! =D i went prepared haha we walked from tangs to cathay cineplex to near suntec to norm's tkd sch and back to plaza sing hehs walking's FUN! (:
FRI - HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY AILEEN! I LOVE YOU DEAREST! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENJUN! and i love you also k; we're siblings in christ haha
ok woke up at 10+, climbed out of bed only at 11am.norm came over! =D ard noon time haha so i did abit of chinese, he did abit of his physics hwk hehs left my place ard 2.30 we cabbed to bugis! norman has trg at 3, he cant be late! haha then i took train to redhill, i've got piano lesson at 3.15 yupp.then! my teacher made me stay back later! she didnt give me a choice i HAD TO hahaha but i didnt mind larr, cos anw her student after me is my old fren! her name's diana, she used to be my church fren since we were really really young, she's 1 year younger than me -in cresent girls' now.and when we were little kids ppl ALWAYS think we were sisters or smt cos we somewhat look alike haha XD then ya, she changed church -i dunno why, and now she takes piano lessons from my teacher as well yupp.so yeaa i was by the table doing my theory, while she's playing the piano haha.my theory was tough! ohhmy, i think&think&think; i STILL couldnt get it and i think i'm crazy, while i was trying to figure it out i keep thinking to myself "arruugghh i wanna die alr!" haha how motivating lol then i would laugh to myself.HAHA ok i think i'm really crazy hahaha so ya, piano only ended ard 5.10.hmm norman's so sweeeet(:
TODAY - ok full gear! i'm gonna study my chineesssseee! hahaha i wish.

2006-05-24T23:09:00.000-07:00

well every princess has her knight..
happy birthday daddy!
haha today's my dad's birthday, also meet-the-parent day ahhh.i've got 67 level postition in whole level, and i realise i'm ALWAYS 67! haha 3RD TIME alr! i mean, wat are the possibilities man! 223! hahahaha this is so weird lol.hmm anw ya, ms liang says we shouldnt be looking at level/class po now, so yeaa lets move on with life and focus on the L1R5, which i got- 21! lol my L1R4- 13.uh hurh then they gave some stupid sch letter, for students with L1R5 more than 20 points haha ohh well.then! i went home to stuudddyyy chinese! uh hurh uh hurh.i'm proud of myself alright! i did 4 papers! ok fine, i didnt do compo only did paper 2 and i did everything in my brain, didnt rite the comprehension out =P haha but STILL! =D heh yay i wanna go out tml! whhheeeeeee(:
had pizza hut for dinner, aiyoh pizza hut's service is getting lousier&lousier they serve so slow! and got one waiter so not poilte.then got one angmoh angry! cos his food took hell long to come then he complained to the manager&stormed away b4 his food was served.
angmoh: "your service here is a joke! "
me: "hahaha!"
hehs hmm let me seee.yesterday was pretty funny, we were at swensens- me, norm, aaron, kong, cg, wenyao, alex, nic ngo&ck(who left shortly after i arrived).then norm was disturbing cg by saying one acsinternational girl siting opposite us was noticing him and they were thinking of ways to give her his number, writing on tissue paper and thinking how to drop the tissue on their table lol funny ppl.but well, we're all good frens so we didnt do it in the end larr cg'll get mad.maybe cos the girl wasnt pretty? hahaha =P
ahh hmm i think i wanna cut my hair, weather very hot man.. haha but i wan like last yr one!
lydat! ->
ahh suddenly i miss last yr, and sec 2.when we'll go out like one big clique to celebrate ppl's birthday.plus sec 2 is sooo not stressed haha now i feel all so grown up lols =P
uh hurh.

2006-05-21T20:53:00.000-07:00

ohh damn, now my mom knows i've got chinese o's next mon, i was typing smt just now then she come in and read! aiyoh, my parents are damn irritating keep asking me to study chinese shen zhi, but its not tested anymore! haha i have keep telling them lol.hmm today i baked cookies! cheapo method, got the mix and everything alr =P heh nice larr! XD hahaha ohh ok i dunno wat to say lol ahhh norman's my sunshine! he makes me HAPPY! (:

EXCUSE MY FRENCH - 2be3
je t'adore je t'adore
when you walk through the door
voulez vous voulez vous
i wanna be with you
c'est la vie c'est la vie
you were made for me
ah ah ah ah

the time is now and this is the night
i'm gonna make my move get everything right
i'll buy you sweet perfume and champagne on ice
i'll be your sugar and spice and everything nice
i may not be what you had in mind
but if i get my act together it's just a matter of time

i'm gonna tap on your shoulder
i'll from a long time to hold ya
showing you that you need a lover
who can be a smooth debonair
so fine that i drive you crazy
that way i'll make you my baby
dang, girl, excuse my french
i can't believe how good you look to me
dang, girl, excuse my french
i can't believe how good you look to me

well here we are movin' to the beat
i feel like a foolish dancer with two left feet
i seem to fall flat on my face
coz when it comes to love i feel so out of place
i'm trying to be the man of your dreams
but everytime i look at you i fall apart at the seams

i'm gonna tap on your shoulder
i'll find a lifetime to hold ya
showing you that you need a lover
who can be a smooth debonair
so fine that i drive you crazy
that way i'll make you my baby
dang, girl, excuse my french
i can't believe how good you look to me
dang, girl, excuse my french
i can't believe how good you look to me

don't be afraid of me
i'm just a diamond in the rough
girl, shinin' for your love

je t'adore je t'adore
when you walk through the door
voulez vous voulez vous
i wanna be with you
c'est la vie c'est la vie
you were made for me
ah ah ah ah

i'm gonna tap on your shoulder
i'll find a lifetime to hold ya
showing you that you need a lover
who can be a smooth debonair
so fine that i drive you crazy
that way i'll make you my baby
dang, girl, excuse my french
i can't believe how good you look to me
dang, girl, excuse my french
i can't believe how good you look to me
i can't believe how good you look to me
=D

2006-05-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

i dun care wat people will say i'm running after you!
hmm my results were pretty ok except for combined humans-E8 and eng-C6, these 2 subs MUST be counted in L1R5 somemore.uh hurh, but chem&physic's pretty disappointing i expected better haha but its ok i'll just work harder, i'm beginning to like physics&chem-haha its a good thing! (: hehs and i'm gonna help norman to improve NO MATTER WHAT.uh hurh tts how important it is to me-MUST MUST MUST; i dun care.haha ahh ok and next focus: chinese O levels.i hate studying for chinese man it seems so time-consuming haha hmm but i promised norm i'll study my chi tml(while he'll be out having fun).. ): and i will! uh hurh =/
hmm sometimes i feel quite irritated, ppl saying stuff bout me thats not true.i was watching CHICKEN LITTLE last sat, the fishy(fish-out-of-water) is DAMN CUTE =D haha i keep laughing and the orange furball alien also DAMN DAMN CUTE! =D hehs i like the fishy, he's like really funny i wanna be like him-so carefree, innocent and positive.. and naive.is wanting to be naive a bad thing? hmm i dun think so, the world is evil-ignorance is bliss! haha yeaa.and anw i'm not searching for my ambition anymore, GOD'll reveal his purpose to me soon enough and meanwhile i'll just do my best in my studies.. yupp(:
ok i think i'm falling sick AGAIN, wth.have abit of sore throat&my voice's been slightly weird nowadays haha.ohh and the weather is SUPER ULTRA HOT nowadays larr! AHHHH cant stand it hahaha.hmm ok i shoudl go slp now.. zZZZ

*hmm dun be discouraged ppl! its only the midyears, there's still time to work hard&do well- our ultimate is O levels, let's work towards that! and, our clique should be pretty smart right- so ya, lets help each other do well! YAY =D haha

2006-05-14T16:37:00.000-07:00

all i really want is you for you to stick around i'll see you everyday
haha i am soo freaakingg lazy..
i think i've still got like some mascara and blusher and foundation on my face but i'm too lazy to go remove it and wash my face haha ok this is terrible.hmm today's mothers' day.my and my bro wanted to go get smt for mommy, but we dunno wat she wants haha so we just treat her to lunch instead haha =D so yeaa had buffet nothing much.church today was alright, pastor told us to pray for our mothers and to pray for us(girls) to be 'spiritually strong(always praying for her children)' mothers in the future and for the guys to marry a good(spiritually strong) wife hehs.
ohh yeaa i was watching MY WIFE AND KIDS on channel 18(i think) yesterday, its super funny larr hahaha hmm yest nothing much had tuition in the late afternoon then went to changi chalet, celebrate mothers' day.played cards with my bro, cousin, and cousin's bf.haha my cousin's bf is damn retarded he sings all kinds of retarded songs and i keep laughing at him lol =P
ohh i was watching the movie HONEY on HBO on saturday or smt hehs not bad(: plus jessica alba's sizzling hot! she keep wearing clothes that showed her belly haha and the little kid's so cute hehs.hmm honey's a really cute name actually! haha =D
hmm and i just realise i dun even know when is CHINESE O LEVEL.. all i know is its pretty soon, somewhen in end may? haha
hmm haha i think fenny's crazy now man- she loves studying! uh hurrhhhh.how the hell can mugging be fun?! lol i'm like super happy&carefree this few days cos midyr just ended, no hwk XD hahaha

ohh i just found this- haha guess who!

2006-05-12T16:33:00.000-07:00

YOU AND I BOTH - jason mraz
was it you who spoke the words
that things would happen but not to me
all things are gonna happen naturally
oh, taking your advice and i'm looking on the bright side
and balancing the whole thing

oh, but at often times, those words get tangled up in lines
and the bright light turns tonight
oh, until the dawn it brings
another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just dream of
others only read of the love
oh, the love that i love
love-ah-love-ah

see, i'm all about them words
over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
more words than i had ever heard
and i feel so alive

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see me now
ooh love, love, you and i, you and i
not so little, you and i anymore
mmm hmm
and with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving
is the glory of a boy

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well then i'm almost finally out of, finally ou-ou-out of
finally de de de de de de de, well i'm almost finally, finally
well, i am free, oh i'm free

and it's okay
if you had to go away
oh, just remember the telephones
well, they're working in both ways
but if i never, ever hear it ring
if nothing else
i'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else
and that's okay
cause i'll remember everything you sang

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see me now
well, then i'm almost finally out of
i'm finally out of
finally de de de de de de de de
well i'm almost finally
finally out of words

MAKE DAMN SURE - taking back sunday
you've got this new head filled up with smoke
i got my veins all tangled close
to the jukebox bars you frequent
the safest place to hide
a long night spent with your most obvious weakness
you start shaking at the thought
you are everything i want cause you are everything i'm not

and we lay, we lay together just not
too close, too close (how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together just not
too close, too close

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way

my inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
it talks, it says, "you, oh, you are so cool."
scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red
you hollow out my hungry eyes
you hollow out my hungry eyes

and we lay, we lay together just not
too close, too close (how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together just not
too close, too close

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
well i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way (worst way)

i'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
no, you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
i'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
no, you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far...

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
well i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way (worst way)

i'm gonna make damn sure
i just wanna break you down so badly
i just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
in the worst way (worst way)

NATURAL - s club 7
loving you is not just luck or illusion
it's in the make-up of our DNA
it's not by chance we make the perfect solution
don't fight it baby, you know that it's just destiny's way

baby lovin' you comes easily to me
it's what i'm living for it's all in the chemistry
baby, lovin' you is how it's meant to be
it's something that is all so natural to me

natural baby, baby

we got the answers but there's no explanation
we got each other baby come what may
it's in the science, it's genetically proven
cos when you touch me the reaction, it just blows me away

baby lovin' you comes easily to me
it's what i'm living for it's all in the chemistry
baby, lovin' you is how it's meant to be
it's something that is all so natural to me
baby lovin' you comes easily to me
it's what i'm living for it's all in the chemistry
baby, lovin' you is how it's meant to be
it's something that is all so natural to me

natural baby, baby

turn off the light, lay your head next to mine (next to mine)
take it slowly, a step at a time (a step at a time)
come on get close, closer to me (closer to me)
it's all so natural, it's all so easy to see

baby lovin' you comes easily to me
it's what i'm living for it's all in the chemistry
baby, lovin' you is how it's meant to be
it's something that is all so natural to me

baby lovin' you comes easily to me
it's what i'm living for it's all in the chemistry
baby, lovin' you is how it's meant to be
it's something that is all so natural to me!

haha havent blogged for some time.i dunno wat to say.. haha hmm i totally looveeee the song WHEN I THINK OF LOVE by lee ryan.its sweeeet(: alrights.hmm mid-yr's over! yay.alright this feels good; i cant wait till O's over it'll be SSOOOO FUUUNNNN XD hahaha i suppose hehs.yest was the last paper - bio prac.it was so stupid, going to sch at 1pm and leave at like, 3.30pm.ahhh i hate practicals, they always make us wait.and i've always got extra time left hahah.but well, its kinda the easiest exams though hehs.hmm bio prac was.. i dunno; i'm gonna fail my mid-yr bio paper anw i hate biology, i hate memorizing/mugging like some psycho.haha so ya, after tt went home to bathe met norman outside my house bus stop at like, 5.20? haha yea we were late - norman's fault =P he's the one watching "henry" on hallmark channel hahahaha so we reached orchard ard 6.20, met naomi&josh at cine, watched 'mi3'.not bad show haha got one part very cool, they(the 4 ppl) were wearing shades and riding on a sppedboat while the place blows up not very far behind =D haha.but its quite long, bout like 2 hours plus 3.after tt we walked to wheelock ate at NYDC.so full hehs.ohh, and NYDC there plays really nice music, those kind that u can go bobbing ur head to hehs.reached home ard 11.45pm close 12mn(:
hmm today's public holiday! gonna go changi chalet later, stay for one night, nothing better to do haha.ahh ok note to self: i gotta spend sometime with the girls real sooooon(: uh hurh.ohh ck's blog reminds me.haha i went to that new cathay cineplax too, like last last sunday with mingyao, ivan&wenjun.watched 'when a stranger calls' mingyaoo treat all of us hahaha he was feeling nice hehs.i thot it's a scary movie! but its not haha then the guys keep teasing me cos one of the characters' name is tiffany&she dies pretty scary-ly in the movie lol.ok during the dec hols, i gotta spend some time with the yfers too(:
ahhh ok i dunno wat to say.hmm hmm hmm.. too bad this's my bro's com i cant upload any photos.. haha

`the sweeeetest thing is what YOU are(:

let's go places together..

you are my sunshine my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you'll never know dear, how much i love you
pls dun take my sunshine away-
I LOVE YOU! (:

2006-04-29T15:14:00.000-07:00

whoohoo, caught TAKE THE LEAD with my bro last sun, pretty cool show.i like these 2! cos the girl's hot&dances really well, and the guy looks so hot in a suit hahaha.anws i love their poster! so style! (:
uh hurh.hmm no idea why i'm blogging now it feels like i've smt to say, budden my mind's blank haha.ahh ohh wells.exams sucks everyone's mugging.. had prelim oral today, had male teachers for both eng&chi haha ahh i dun like oral, cos i dun like to elaborate: its like, you ask me 1 question - u should get back 1-2 lines of reply, not one whole paragraph! =X haha ohh well
hmm ohh had NAPFA on mon, all A & one E.hahaha tt E is so embarrassing lol but well, aiyah my standing board jump suck so i cant be bothered to retake or wtv larr haha.hmm tues had chapel, some guy came&talk, he says christians are not to tattoo! ): uh hurh.cos the old testament says so, but when i went back to tell my bro he say actually can one.and he says tt we go by the new testament, cos islam also follows the old testaments! yarr smt lydat larr.so yeaa now i dunno i shall decided next time when i'm older haha.hmm wed nothing much i think.stayed back after school to wait for norman, but their napfa postponed so i just stayed with ian, david, joash&norman in the hall while they jam haha =D ahh and i seriously cant play the piano, i'm NOT muscially inclined larr, ian is! =D hehs
hmm thurs, stayed in sch to study with aaron&lanz, but i took like 1 hour to rite my personal recount so irritating hahaha.then friday, 938fm live! came to our sch to have some conference thing? held in the audithorium, 4E&F were the live audience.then wth, some ppl misbehaved then ALL OF US have to rite a 450 word letter to ms lim, talking bout the whole event by tues morning.WTH LARR.ok then after sch had pizza, cos ms ng played the 'probability game' with my class&she lost, so she has to treat us to 6 pizza+drinks, and by right she still owe us our ice-cream since last year.. hahaha ok then nothing much, had paino then chem tuition.ohhya hahaha i failed my chem tuition test, 34.5/80 wahaha but well, the HIGHEST is only 39.5/80, cos the paper is really hard, Chinese High&RI standard! uh hurh.ahh and tt was my last chem tuition at justscience.. gonna have physics tuition later, see how much i got! haha
ahh i really really really wanna know wats my ambition - my passion, wat i'm good at.so i can decided to go to either JC, poly or IB and the courses tt i should take.ahh its so irritating, cos it just never comes.. and i so admire norman&cg for alr having their eyes fixed towards their dream career! ARRUGHH
i dunno why but i'm not feeling very good now haha.ohh ranen ask me to join gymnatics classes with him, i want! i dun mind! but its pretty far, balestier? uh hurh.we go there to destress and ranen says i'll be able to jump higher then! hahaha hmm but i think i'm kinda like, 'san fen zhong re du' so maybe this'll die down after a while..
haha this is so random..

hahaha, so sisters! =D

day out - j.toh's birthday!

me&audd in class =X

me&ian! (:

cg&me! (:

ang moh korkor!

i think we look somewhat alike.. =D haha our badges are colourful..

KO, me, JY, fenny!

uh hurh! (:

aaron&me! (: heh his hair looks funny!

me&my best friend of 6 yrs! (:

me&aaron agn hahah

jy acting tall! =P

me, fenny, ck! (:

nothing better to do lols

best friend&i (:

uh hurh, the retarded stuff we do..

me&mel (:

kong&me (:

cheers! (:

-i may run and hide when you're screamin' my name, alright!

2006-04-22T20:06:00.000-07:00

WHEN I THINK OF LOVE - lee ryan
you're my past, my future
my all, my everything
my six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
my laughs, my frowns
my ups, my downs
it's the feeling that you get
when you know that something's true
when i think of love, i think of you

looking at you while you're sleeping here beside me
oh, mere words can't explain the love i have inside
it's more than just a physical thing
i know it's something like spiritual connection
the feeling in my soul, heart and mind

the sweetest thing is what you are
from you i'll never be too far,
please say forever you will stay beside me

you're my past, my future
my all, my everything
my six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
my laughs, my frowns
my ups, my downs
it's the feeling that you get
when you know that something's true
when i think of love, i think of you

you're beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
warm hearted like the rays of the sun on a summer's day
and all i gotta do is look into your eyes to lose myself
your the substance of my dreams epilomy me of woman
the only one i truly call mine

the sweetest thing is what you are
from you i'll never be too far
please say forever you will stay beside me

cause you're my past, my future
my all, my everything
my six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
my laughs, my frowns
my ups, my downs
it's the feeling that you get,
when you know that something's true
when i think of love, i think of you

yeah, oh yeah

when i think of love i think of you
baby i love you and i need you, yeah

you're my past, my future
my all, my everything
my six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
my laughs, my frowns
my ups, my downs
it's the feeling that you get
when you know that something's true
when i think of love i think of you

tts my song-of-the-day! (: cos its ohh-so-sweeeet. hehs.ahh i'll reply my tags here:

ck: hahaha u this evil one, the flower's not that bad! ahh see, we help u remember formula hehs LOVE YOU DEAR(:
gabe: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D
xinyi: hahaha we help u all remember formula easier lorr! XD lols
sixuan: hellooo haha why u always change webby one.. heh cya on sunday!
aileen: ahhh i miss u too sweetie! LOVE YOU! (:
junior esther: HEY! haha how u find my blog? hehs ahhh takecaree little one! =D

heh i'm done, gonna go link ppl now hahaha.

2006-04-21T22:17:00.000-07:00

FOR YOU I WILL(Confidence) - teddy geiger
wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
as what i can't have
like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
tonight i'm not afraid to tell you
what i feel about you

oh i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will

forgive me if i st-stutter
from all of the clutter in my head
cause i could fall asleep in those eyes
like a water bed
do i seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
i want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
you always want what you can't have
but i've got to try
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will
for you i will
for you

if i could dim the lights in the mall
and create a mood i would
shout out your name so it echoes in every room
i would

that's what i'd do,
that's what i'd do
that's what i'd do
to get through to you

i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
you always want what you can't have
but i've got to try
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will
for you i will

FREE LOOP - daniel powter
i'm a little used to calling outside your name
i wont see you tonight so i can keep from going insane
but i don't know enough, i get some kinda lazy day
hey yeah

i've been fabulous through to fight my town a name
i'll be stooped tomorrow if i don't leave as them both the same
but i dont know enough, i get some kinda lazy day
hey yeah

cause it's hard for me to lose
in my life i've found only time will tell
and i will figure out that we can baby
we can do a one night stand, yeah

and it's hard for me to lose in my life
i've found outside your skin right near the fire
that we can baby
we can change and feel alright

i'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
you can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
but i don't know enough, i need someone who leaves the day
hey yeah

cause it's hard for me to lose
in my life i've found only time will tell
and i will figure out that we can baby
we can do a one night stand, yeah

and it's hard for me to lose in my life
i've found outside your skin right near the fire
that we can baby
we can change and feel alright

cause it's hard for me to lose
in my life i've found only time will tell
i will figure out that we can baby
we can do a one night stand, yeah

and it's hard for me to lose in my life
i've found outside your skin right near the fire
that we can baby
we can change and feel alright

cause it's hard for me to lose
in my life i've found only time will tell
and i will figure out that we can baby
we can do a one night stand, yeah

and it's hard for me to lose in my life
i've found outside your skin right near the fire
that we can baby
we can change and feel alright

NO SUCH THING - john mayor
welcome to the real world, she said to me
condescendingly
take a seat, take your life
plot it out in black and white
well i never lived the dreams of the prom kings
and the drama queens
i'd like to think the best of me
is still hiding up my sleeve

they love to tell you
stay inside the lines
but something's better
on the other side

i wanna run through the halls of my high school
i wanna scream at the
top of my lungs
i just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

so the good boys and girls take the so called right track
faded white hats
grabbing credits and maybe transfers
they read all the books but they can't find the answers
and all of our parents
they're getting older
i wonder if they've wished for anything better
while in their memories
tiny tragedies

they love to tell you
stay inside the lines
but something's better
on the other side
i wanna run through the halls of my high school
i wanna scream at the top of my lungs
i just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you got to rise above

i am invincible
i am invincible
i am invincible
as long as i'm alive

i wanna run through the halls of my high school
i wanna scream at the top of my lungs
i just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above
i just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
i'm gonna bust down the double doors
and when i stand on these tables before you
you will know what all this time was for

YOU'RE A GOD - vertical horizon
i've got to be honest
i think you know
we're covered in lies and thats okay
but there's somewhere beyond this
i know, but i hope i can find the words to say

never again, no
no never again

cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought that you would know
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought i'd let you go

though i've been unable
to put you down
i'm still learning things i ought to know by now
it's under the table, so
i need something more to show, somehow

never again, nooo
no never again

cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought that you would know
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought i'd let you go

i've got to be honest
i think you know
we're covered in lies and thats okay
but there's somewhere beyond this
i know, but i hope i can find the words to say

never again, no
no never again

cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought that you would know
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought i'd let you go

you're a god
oh and i am not
i just thought that you would know
you're a god
oh, and i am not
i just thought i'd let you go

haha havent come online for quite long alr i think.ahhh there's chinese exam tml-paper 1, paper 2, listening compre, and wth its on a saturday.. ok and i'm really scared, cos my chinese is deproving like shit; and my compo sucks cos i cant write for nuts.ok, so wat can i do actually? hahaha okok anw i dunno y am i posting so many song lyric hehs but well, they're all really nice songs(: the last 2 songs are pretty old alr.some band performed it outside the esplanade last week, so i was reminded of it haha.ahhh and i'm gonna get briks FINALLY! my bro's buying for me! =D yay! hahs okok, i gtg! ahh and so sorry ppl, i'm too lazy to reply my tags.. for now.heh!

TN + NL = TL!
(hahaha yes i know, emaths vectors' general formula! =P i'm constantly being reminded of it)

2006-04-12T17:28:00.000-07:00

ohh sugar pie honey bunch you know that i love you!
hmm norm's sweeet(: haha ahh ok my week! ohhyeaa i shall talk bout last sat-sports day! ahh didnt win anything, 4X100 is disappointing 8X100 is.. expected haha ohh wells! then after tt me, audd, aaron&j.toh took bus to cine, had sushi buffet for lunch.haha my&aaron DUN LIKE raw food.then audd, lanz&j.toh eat all the raw stuff and keep saying we're missing out on good stuff lol.then walked ard, me&aud left for tuition at 3.30 which was a total waste of time for me, i was stoning like nobody's business haha.then we met them after tuition at meridian ard 6.45pm, then walked to Plaza Sing, finally got toh's present! wallet&slippers =D yupyup.ahhh then after dinner norman&i talked.. then we took cab back, reached home ard 10.20pm hehs.sunday was hwk day haha.monday had bio test, i was siting with j.toh haha hmmm i forgot all the terms larr ): ohh wells, then had tuition,.. =D yupp! tues, wat did i do yest? ahhh cant remember.. lol today! had 3 tests, physics, amaths&chinese newspaper compo.physics was pretty easy i think but i always somehow screw up my paper, so ya.amaths first 2 questions screwed up i cant differentiate properly haha.hmm chinese was totally rubbishing, i wrote DAMN LITTLE.even ranen writes more than me! HOW CAN IT BE hahaha aiyah, i hate writing compos larr.lol.hmm yeaa, nothing much! i'm feeling free now, cos got no more tests&hwk! ok actually have, bio tys for tml's remedial.. haha

The Classic IQ Test - What's Your IQ?
Congratulations, tiffany!Your IQ score is 127
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns - both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction - especially in the workplace.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
tiffany, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man - that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.
YAY!(:

Norman

2006-04-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

THIS IS FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. IM SORRY AND THIS IS MY PUBLIC APOLOGY. SORRY I SPOILT YOUR FRIDAY AND SATURDAY.

It's like I missed a shot,
It's like I dropped the ball. (Man I'm Sorry)
It's like I'm on stage, and I forget the words. (Damn, I'm sorry)
It's like building a new house, with no roof and no doors. (Damn, I'm sorry)
It's like trying to propose, and I ain't got the ring. (Oooh damn I'm sorry)
But girl I've apologized a million times before. (I'll apologize a million more)
So here it comes again for all the wrong I've done. (so get ready babe)

Here's one million one.
This is my sorry for your friday and saturday.
And I ain't gonna mess up no more, this year.
I'm 'a take this one chance, and make it real clear.

LOVE,NORMAN

2006-04-07T23:46:00.000-07:00

you seem to find the dark when everything is bright
so what's it going to take for you to realise
that all could go away in one blink of an eye..
ahhhh i swear inside silently so no one actually knows, not feeling too good! hmm i dunno man, looks like i had predicted right? ohh well its funny how things'll turn out just fine after 1-2 days, cos well.. it has to.
hmm ok weekly update! haha hmm nothing much i think.. i went to learn @ fairfield for like 3 days in a row wahaha.lanz was teaching me&aaron bio on tues&yesterday, wed i was teaching(trying to) aileen maths! haha then salad, by-gi and norman came also.quite fun, writing on the whiteboard, i was giving them questions! hehs (: then yest no trg, cos of rain.yaa went out for dinner with aaron, j.toh&lanz at clementi macs.stupid j.toh insisted on eating fast food.. ohhyeeaaa, ran my 2.4 yest also.now my shoulder&thighs aching! hahaha hmm my timing was 13.45min ahhh no comments.. but i'm NOT running agn, too lazy heh.hmm today.. physics first period, i was happy! (: cos i knew how to do everything&was doing it fast! =D haha then had amaths, ms lee was darn high; crazy one.lol then had recess nothing much.hmm next english, stupid teacher deprived me&alex of the toilet larr somemore we both so urgent.. hahaha hmm chinese had compo test, i was riting crap.ohh! then after sch went com lab, got some 'remedial' when its just doing some online test, HAHA tuckhing damn darn nice! ((: i went in, 1ST THING he chunk a paper(of the answers) in my face: "nah, u want the answers?" hahaha i was like, LOL! =D heh so yeaa.but the teacher today not corrupted one, harder to copy than usual.. =P lol so yeaa, did my test in like, 3 mins.wahaha yay, THANK YOU DUCK! =D hehs
after sch went holland for lunch, then had piano; tuition with gabe&xavier(ohh i didnt know xavier's in badminton&in nationals! =D ) ahhh ok nothing much.. haha hmm tml got sports day! running 4X100, 8X100.but shermaine cant run! she's sick): GET WELL SOON! hmm so well, xf's gonna run for 4X100, joelynn'll run 8X100.yupp then after tt, going out wif audd, aaron, lanz&j.toh- j.toh's birthday! (: then tuition at 4, then meet up with them agn for dinner hahaha
ohh wells got 4 tests next week-physics, amaths, bio, chinese plus maybe english.. AIYOH.and amaths, physics, chi&eng ALL ON THE SAME DAY-wed and its only these 4 subjects tt day, so its like test for EVERY class, we no need bring book alr haha.ok i think tts mad.. lol hmm ohh and em, i cant do ur quiz cos i cant right click haha
i love it when song lyrics expresses just wat i feel(:

why you playing games, what's this all about?
i cant believe your hurting me
freak-its 3hours!

ahhhh you know wat, scratch that cos i'm gonna be positive.. yeaa! =D and hmm the last line isnt said in an angry tone.. haha

`I WANT YOU TO KNOW ITS A LIL F**KED UP THAT I'M STUCK HERE WAITING..

2006-04-02T19:37:00.000-07:00

Geek in the Pink - jason mraz
well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
if you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
i may be skinny at times but I'm fat full 'a rhymes
pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it a
well isn't it delicious crazy way that i'm kissin'
this baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
but don't ever quit cuz soon i'm gonna let you in but see

i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
well i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well like the geek in the pink, yeah
The geek in the pink

well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
but cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
at least I'm talkin about her keep my pattern of flattery and a
she was staring through the doorframe and
eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
cause i ain't comin' home, i don't need that attention, see

i don't care what she might think about me
she'll get by without me if she want
well i could be the one to take her home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

hey baby look at me go
from zero to hero
you better take it from a geek like me
well i can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
who wouldn't care if you com...plete them or not

so what I've got a short attention span
a coke in my hand
because i'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip flops well it don't stop with the light rock
my shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
the hype is nothing more than hoo-hah so
i'm developing a language and i'm calling it my own
so take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what i mean
that on the other side the grass is greener

i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

like the geek in the pink
well i'm the geek in the pink, yo
Geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
So i'm the geek ya'll..In the pink ya'll..
Geek is the color for fall
I'm the geek in the pink

ahhh this is a darn addictive song&u'll never get tired of it, norman loves it; my bro loves it, and i hear this song everyday(: haha

CHEEESEEE! =D

2006-03-31T22:00:00.000-08:00

i'm for real
hmm i needa go do my hwk later! MUST MUST MUST.finish at least half by today.whhheeeee haha cos tml got heats! 4X100m, 9am at somewhere near my house hehs.after tt i'll be slacking! (: then sun after church go celebrate my grandpa's birthday, no time to do hwk! hahah yupp.hmm my week! ooo, thurs was PE.had some dunno-what trg ah, interval trg? or smt lydat.sprint for 300m, 3 rounds for my class, but got pretty long rest in between.then got take timing: guys less then 55sec, girls less than 70sec.and i'm proud to say! i did my 3 rounds in an average of 64 seconds! =D hahahah okok its not THAT good, but well.i'm contented lols.hmm then my class guys vomit! cos the acid thingy build up or wtv, they push themselves too much? yeaa.then aiyoh! norman&alex sooo evil, they say keep saying those ppl are weak! haha evil larr! =P hmm then jy&ian vomit today also, after their PE, then ian signed out.yupyup.ahhh ok nothing much alr actually.lol.hmm! my piano teacher was really nice today! haha keep talking to me, then gave me chocolates&one whole packet of i-dunno-wat to eat.cos i was looking/feeling? tired.hahaha then give me one bottle of water to drink also.heh.hmm ohhyeaa! BB got AQ tml! haha JIAYOU 33RD BOYS BRIGADE! (: haha GO ALEX! GO KONG! GO WENYAO! (: takecarees! lol.i only support them actually =P hahaha.oO! lol and i saved ck's arse yest haha.and oO is SO related larr lols.ehh ok think i'll end here! =D

2006-03-29T19:35:00.000-08:00

I MISS NEPAL..

early in the morning@changi airport,
destination: NEPAL! =D

hehs.mel, me&ck at handicap toilet when transiting at bangkok airport

kong&me@bangkok airport -i like mel's shades!

plane ride! ahh now u see why i must smile showing my teeth, if not its so act cute larr!

flight frm bangkok to nepal: mel, ck, norm, me, aaron(:

aaron&me @ nepal airport haha

my darlings! -mel, me, ck.we love our caps! =D

HUGS i love mel(:

at hotel manang lobby: NY, NY, NY, ai, ai! XD

OUR CLIQUE(: [missing aaron]
went hiking in the evening, andit was cold! haha

1st day @ school, norman&his big red flower!

JY, me and CG.somewhere near the hill resort we stay, pretty nice scenery ah! =D

slacking during water duty, hahaha.we love caps! XD

the 1st batch water team! =D on top of some building haha

our class!

nepal kids&me!

retarded cg&mee

haha the canto gang, funny guys! XD

hmm my angmoh brother! (: any resemblance? haha

ck&me! -i love my cap(:

whheeeeeee XD [its cold out there man!]

nepal clique! =D [missing ian]

YAY ian carry ck, norman carry me! XD

outside resort hotel, b4 going down the mountain!

bus ride down the mountain to city; me&norm! (:

they are like; the ultimate plane-mates ever!(: LOVEES! <3

RAJESH!! XP lols

last day@changi airport..

once agn! [but still as blur larr haha]

2006-03-29T17:45:00.000-08:00

maybe i've been the problem ~~maybe~~ i'm the one to blame. but even when i turn it off and blame myself the outcome feels the same. i've been thinkin maybe i've been partly cloudy ~~maybe~~ i'm the chance of rain. maybe i'm overcast and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain
ahhh not feeling very good.hmm anw my bro's listening to GEEK IN THE PINK over&over agn, i'm sure he can memorise everything now haha.ohh wells.hmmmm i dunno wat to say..
it's not like i haven't tried, over and over again stupid fights wrong or right..
hmm ok happy stuff! alex&i are like, sisters or smt(: hahaha today we were siting together in eng class.he's so funny larr.ohh yess, alex has MAGNIFIED EYESIGHT.power ah! =D lol.then i borrowed GIRLFRIEND mag from nilawan&we were reading, he answered a questionaire on me pretty accurately! =D haha i love alex! (:
hmm and i think norman's getting more&more attractive each day.. hehs! =D
ohh, my fingers are peeling! ): so irriating, then i cant help but peel it, very ugly! hahs alex last time also have, ck also have, aaron also have abit i think.. so yeaa cos of nepal trip ah! haha got side effect one.. lol

L.O.V.E.

2006-03-25T21:12:00.000-08:00

Its ok you can continure posting im reading .. hahah. Im sorry about that day ok i won't say such stupid stuff anymore.

haha tts my honey(: hmm ok i shall blog.. the past week my blog cant work! i think i screwed smt up lols.ohh well haha.hmm sch's pretty ok.had heats on wed, 8X100m(mixed).me, xinyi, shermaine, enting, j.toh, ranen, joe, doorbell.hmm i think our arrangement sucked.hahaha but well.it went pretty alrigghttt.hmm junyang got 1st for shotput! he won chyeaik.wahaha.ok hmm.next heat is next sat-4X100m(b div girls), the same girls who ran for 8X100 mixed.heh.this one MUST get into finals! =D haha
hmm i dunno wat to say! haha lost touch on how to blog.. lol hmmm ohhyeaa, got report back yest.L1R5 - 22 points.haha ohh wells, i promise to work hard! promise myself&my parents(even though i havent even shown them the report slip).hehs.so yeaa.i'm a good girl now k! I DO MY HWK.((: hahaha.
ohh, kong's 16 alr! hahaha.tuesday, 21march.so yea, we went to holland for lunch to celebrate.at first it didnt went well, kong was piissseddd.but well, somehow he cheered up! (: went to NYDC for lunch/tea(it was alr ard 4pm).me, kon, cg, alex, ck, ian, wenyao, jy.then later norman joined us after his heats(600m, 2nd place? (:).next we wenta GELARE, cos tues waffles 1/2 price.ohhyeaa, wenyao is bloody rich.hahaha.alex came up with this "$6.2million in his bank" thing.lol.then wenyao keep treating us! then at gelare was ultra funny.i laughed like crap man.hahahs.me, norm, alex, kong, wenyao, ck&ian was siting together at some round cushion thingy.ok i dunno why were we squeezing when only jy&cg were just sharing the another cushion.. haha.then the guys got retarded, me&ck just sit there and laughed, laughed, laughed.laugh until stomach pain.lol wenyao is so joker man, and he eat so much! haha.it was fun(:
ok i was bored, so i did some retarded test! =D hahaha.

In your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince

What's Your Cinderella Story?
Brought to you by Tickle

tiffany, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince
You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with - friends who will do the same for you.
But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

`i've finally found that something worth reaching for(:

2006-03-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

aiyoh, i've no idea why i'm blogging now when i cant even view my blog.hahaha ok dun care. =P
hmm i'm feeling kinda irritated now, by stuffs/thoughts/feelings which i think is pretty immature.. but its ok tiffany, u'll grow to be more mature! i'm be sure of that.if not then i'll be feeling irritated by such stuffs all the time which would REALLY sucked.so yeaa.i think norman'll soon make me mature, cos he's such a small boy(at heart) larr PLUS my best fren, jy IS a small boy..
ok, hmm.i shall post bout today since my week has been SO SUPER SLACK.had tt chinese thingy in the morning at 8.30 till ard 12.50, they released us late.me&ck went to mel's house to change&stuff.the guys either went home, or cg's house.then norman came to mel's house as well.HAHA! we(me, ck, norm) were in mel's room&mel was bathing.then, mel came in with just a towel on(she didnt even noe norm's in her house)! mel&norman was like so pai seh, me&ck laughed and laughed and laughed. =D haha.ok then anw we cabbed to cine.met aaron, cg, jy&kong.but got no movie timing, so we went to lido instead.watched YOUS MINE OURS at 3pm.alex, tofu cheek, k ong&jon chua then came.k ong&norman came in collared shirts today, which i think is pretty HOT STUFF(: they look so mature! hehs.hmm anw the movie was pretty good! very cute&funny(: haha but pretty short, only 90 mins.so later we went upstairs to eat.ok, k ong is freaking funny.mel's kisses are like, some poison to the guys larr.LOL.ok then actually after tt nothing much alr, just walked abit then i gtg for tuition.so yeaa, left wif aaron.hmm i realise i ALWAYS day dream/stone in chem tuition larr, of i-dunno-wat.shit man, i really needa concentrate!
ok, not in the bestest mood today.shant talk much..

2006-03-15T17:50:00.000-08:00

haha, did this frm mel's blog.WHHEEEEE! =D

Your inner rock star is Britney Spears!

Who's Your Inner Rock Star?
Brought to you by Tickle

tiffany, your inner rock star is Britney Spears!
Feel it, sweetheart; the rock star in you is all Britney-the envy of cheerleaders everywhere. One part girl next door, one part naughty sex kitten, you're definitely not as innocent as you look. And that is why nobody can get enough of you. You are the ultimate American girl with some serious staying power. Unlike other success stories, you and Britney are more than just a pretty face: you've got talent, confidence, and the brains to back it up. With a talent list like yours it's no wonder you're at the top of the popularity charts and young men's hearts. We love you. Shout out your inner Britney!

2006-03-13T14:35:00.000-08:00

got the photos taken on x-country day! (: ok, think i was crazy tt day, took so many pics&its not my camera somemore! lol.and i'm like always standing on the right, cos i use left hand to take the picture.. hahaha.i notice retarded stuff arhh! =P

clique girls!

guess who! aileen, me, fenny, aloysius, ck, mel

JY&ME-longest gd fren ever/best friends!

i'm strong! ok, ck's just freaking light.

ck, me, fenny

lanz&me

aaron&me, white shirt day!

gleennn&me

cg&me

fenny&me, dun we look alike! (:

norman&i! i have no freaking idea when we took this photo larr! haha(:

aileen&me-she's so dark! or maybe i'm just too yellow..

haha.same height, same weight, same shoe size? THINK SO! =D ohh, and i have HUGE eyes larr, compared to jy.lols

mary&me

martha&me

me&fenny, on the bus to harbourfront.we pose the same!(kinda larr =P)

me&ian! my darling brother(:

at sentosa! me, aileen&fenny

haha.just talked to k ong on msn for a while, he's darn funny larr.he gives almost everyone nicknames at nepal! ck one's most funny-the overdrive sex machine, or smt lydat! XD and seeing his nick alone makes me laugh.lol.but he's really nice! to mel, to pris! hehs.ohh yess, & i'm DESPERATE for the nepal photos! IAN! KONG! where are you guys! =D haha.

2006-03-13T13:27:00.000-08:00

with you - jessica simpson

the real me is a southern girl
with her Levi's on and an open heart
wish i could save the world
like i was supergirl
the real me used to laugh all night
lyin in the grass just talkin' bout love
but lately i've been jaded
life got so complicated

i start thinkin' about it
i almost forgot what it was like
to know what love feels like

but with you
i can let my hair down
i can say anything crazy
i know you'll catch me
right before i hit the ground
with nothin' but a t-shirt on
i never felt so beautiful
baby as i do now
now that i'm with you

you speak and it's like a song
and just like that all my walls come down
it's like a private joke
just meant for us to know
i relate to you naturally
everybody else just fades away
sometimes it's hard to breathe
just knowing you found me

cos i start thinkin' about it
i almost forgot what it was like
to know when it feels right

cos with you
i can let my hair down
i can say anything crazy
i know you'll catch me
right before i hit the ground
with nothin' but a t-shirt on
i never felt so beautiful
baby as i do now
now that i'm with you

with you with you with you

come and take me
love you, save me
like nobody else
now i can be myself with you

i can let my hair down
i can say anything crazy
i know you'll catch me
right before i hit the ground
with nothin' but a t-shirt on
i never felt so beautiful
baby as i do now
now that i'm with you

i promise - stacie orrico

will i always be there for you?
when you need someone, will i be that one you need?
will i do all my best to, to protect you?
when the tears get near your eyes
will i be the one that's by your side?

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will

will i take tender care of you?
take your darkest night and make it bright for you
will i be there to make you strong and to lean on?
when this world has turned so cold
will I be the one that's there to hold?

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will

yeah
and i love you more every day
and nothing will take that love away
when you need someone
i promise i'll be there for you (there for you)
i promise

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?
i promise, i promise
i promise i will

and i promise (and i promise)
i promise (oh i promise you)
i will be there when you call me (when you call me)
i promise (i promise)
i promise i will

rocking great songs! was listening to those songs(& more, obviously) in nepal.the 1st song is dedicated to my dearest clique guys(: and the 2nd song is for the whole entire clique!(: the 2nd song is so ultra sweet larr.hehs.WHHEEEEEE!>

i really reallyX1000000 LOVE all my frens.((: the whole nepal trip ROCKED cos they were there.
aaron, alex, cg, ck, ian, jonathan chua, jy, kengheng(tofu face), kennethong, kong, mel, norman, rajesh, yongzhi&plus the rest; of cos.(:

ok, & anw i'm too freaking lazy to blog day-by-day.haha.so yeaa.

POINT FORM!: (this is so random, i'm missing out points)
-i like saying: "NAMESTE!" =D
-our[ck&me] fav phrases! "anyhow whack" & "so so so scandalous!" & "chicken or lamb?"(on the plane back! XD)
-by the last day, i was totally pigging out cos i was soo deprived of food.after having no appetite for like the past 6,7 days.
-siting wif norman, ck&alex on the plane is so fun(:
-in our clique, only ian had the nepal time&mel had singapore time.the rest of us DONT wear watches
-had toast&butter for breakfast everyday
-the guys had to wake the girls[me, mel, ck] up EVERY morning(cos we dun hav nepal time&too lazy. =X haha.thanks so much guys!(:)
-everyone in our clique has used norman's lip balm(as mel siad)
-morning worships' fun
-norman&my voice don't compliment each other.haha
-norman&jy are just like small boys(:
-me, ck&mel always held hands, with the clique guys, on bus rides! (sshhhhh!)
-the resort bed makes me slp darn well =D
-stupid teachers cut short our shopping(on day 6) by 2 hrs&didnt allow norman, kong&aaron to come wif us! ):
-nepal ladies wear lotsa eyeliner
-kids there have dyed hair&many piercings!
-kengheng gang was INTERNATIONAL =P hahahs.
-yongzhi&k ong are darn funny boardcasters!
-we had a volleyball team consisting of: rajesh(capt), jy(vice-capt), yongzhi(coach kang), ms thio(manager), cg, ian, norman, jon chua, mel(water girl), ck&me&mel(groupies)! LOL(:
-ck&i had a duet! where are you by natalie&justin, i'm the guy-she's the girl.hehs
-stupid teachers warned us(mel, me, ck) not to be too close to the guys, or they'll tell ms lim or smt.WTH
-kinda got scolded, on the 4th night?, for closing the hotel room doors when girls&guys are in the room
-nepal airport the scanning bag thingy is just for show, they'll still have to check ur bags no matter wat after tt
-nepal airport really BODY CHECKS you! i feel violated man! bloody hell.haha
-i got totally RIPPED OFF my money at the nepal aiport(when coming back).ok, not MY money: ck, ian&jy's money.lols.i paid 250rupe(ard S$6) for pringles! was too hungry, wasnt thinking at all.& it was only after half of the pringles was gone, tt i started thinking how much i paid for it.. told u i was deprived of food on the last day! haha.
-plane food kinda sucked.but the flight frm nepal-to-bangkok, ahh different story, i was deprived of food.lol
-we nearly missed our flight frm bangkok to singapore! DARN!
-i love picking stones with cg&aaron(:
-the cold weather's awesome(:
-i love wearing caps, love my roxy NY cap! =D
-guy shorts are darn comfortable&nice to wear, i wanna buy! haha.
-cg's my partner in crime/working partner! batman&robin! =D
-i didnt get rings! ): ohh, but i have cg's! =P lol.
-we UPS-ed our daggers back! cos airport dun allow.. *happy happy!* XD
-jonathan chua's hell good on the guitar!
-during shopping, i was spending norman's $$, mel spends kongs', ck spends aarons'.lols XD
-norman's so fabulous, i only changed S$50, then the rest i spent were his money!
-the clique guys were taking such good care of me, mel&ck! LOVEES!(:
-the clique ROCKS, totally(:

i miss nepal, it was so stress-free there
i miss waking up to the banging of the door&voices of my guy frens
i miss the cool weather
i miss late nights with the clique
i miss talking till late wif my awesome girls
i miss bumpy bus rides
i miss checking in at the customs together wif norman.haha(:
i miss sharing museli bars
i miss wearing a jacket&walking ard in the city
i miss singing while painting
i miss going to the guys' rooms
i miss the tea the resort serves
i miss good night hugs(:
i miss giving 'chicken' =D
i miss being so taken care of by norman&the rest of the guys! (:
i miss .. manymanymore larr.haha
i sooo miss being with my frens 24/7! (:

2006-02-28T21:52:00.000-08:00

my my, how can i resist you? =D
lols.i'm so sorry.i'm like, too lazy to reply my tags now. =P lols.
was chatting wif john song, my pri sch gd fren!, last sat.it all started cos mel told me he's in njc archery, but i insisted hockey.so wenta ask him&yes, he's in hockery alright! (: hehs.hmm, anw it was really nice catching up wif an old fren! (: hehs.then we were talking bout ambitions.john song wanna be a psychaitrist, ok i dunno noe to spell tt.then i told him i'm aimless.hahas.& he gave me some ideas! told me to study DREAMS.quite interesting rite! =D hehs.then he say, he study the mind, i study dreams, maybe next time when we grow up; we can set up some clinic or smt together! (: hahas.i dunno why.but tt made me happy! >(: hehs.but ohh wells.i SUCK at memorising.how?! ):
hehs.anw there's emaths test tml, and i'm not studying.i see D class ppl study, making me scared now.. ok, i shall just revise tml! esp on rotation.keep forgeting how to draw.hahas.hmm, ohh yes.i passed my amaths test! ms lee say one.then my chem got 20/30.hmmmm.must improve! hehs.ohhyeaa, yesterday during chem class was CRAZY.lanz&j.toh were singing 'accidentally in love' OUT LOUD.then got harmonise somemore! major&minor key! lols.damn joker.then aaron sit in the middle, give the blank face.lols.seee, tts wat happens at chem lesson. =P ohh, &i seriously DUN LIKE ms ong man.she keep picking on me! yest she say me&lanz keep talking.bloody hell.if we dun talk, we'll fall alseep due to her boring-ness; pls! and BESIDES.even if we talk&dun pay attention, we still understand&can do the work one larr, dammit.hahas.the MOST irritating thing, she's going nepal too! arrugghh.8 days of her.damn man.hahas.
ohh yummm.I LOVE YOGHURT> ((:
hmm.whheeeeee.anws,
i love norman! (:
hehs.aiyoh, &mel arhh.keep saying i jealous of her&norman.dun haf larr! lols.

2006-02-25T21:35:00.000-08:00

so you sailed away into a grey sky morning
going nepal in a weeks' time.going for 8 days.early sat morn to the following sat late at night.. daddy seems to be packing for me, instead of me packing myself.and he's dumping everything inside.hahs.for example, he's alr thrown in 6 packets of wetwipes, & like 10? packets of tissue.LOL.ohh wells.! hmmm.i think.tml isnt gonna be good.): going early to church.before 9am.having bible study for yf, i dun really like it! not tt i dun like to read god's word, but just tt i dunno wat to say/respond to the rest of the ppl.hmm, plus emily, minnie, sixuan aint in my grp, since they're only sec 2.plus PLUS mingyao isnt coming tml, for i dunno wat reason, emily doesnt wanna say, i can tell.hmm/then after church i'll prob go out wif my parents to get some stuff for nepal trip.ohh! but i'm gonna get my big nalgene bottle!(: yay.hahas.tts one thing i'm happy bout.hehs.
hmm, ohhyeaa.i FINALLY finish reading 'the lovely bones'.! all 328 pages of it.hahs.its chim larr! my english sucks.hehs.hmm, i'm reading 'bubbles abroad' now.hope to finish reading b4 i leave for nepal! (: hahas.
hehs.ohh yea, aaron&lanz made me a list.then yesterday we were conferencing bout it.AND! there's 2TWO candidates! =D lols.retarded man.funny funny.and i'm not 'a frog in a well' lorr, aaron. =P hahas.

`thank you guys, u made me feel so important when i dun exactly feel my worth anymore(:

2006-02-24T23:11:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD! (:
hahas! i'm blogging agn.lols.
hmm, i realise i didnt talk bout last sat, x-country! hehs.hmm, so yupp.x-country at macritchie.i ran competitive! 3.2km.hahahs.ok.then me, ck&fenny were supposed to slack together one.budden arhh, stupid ck go pang sei us.ohh wells.shant say my position, embarrassing. =X lols.anw! cg got 7th&norman got 9th! =D whheeeeee.hehs.hmm, then we took photos! hahas.using fenny's cam, i took so many pictures tt day! like, half of her photos got my face. =/ lols.hmm, then my daddy ran! for the parent-teachers run.got 3rd this yr, cos he's sick! hahahs.ok, then anw.sec 4s are damn slack larr.we didnt even win ANY class awards for our div this yr larr.lols.but well, we dun care! =P hehs.hmm, everything ended ard 11.30am? aaron went for tuition, ck, mel&kong went out shopping.me, fenny&aileen went wif the 4D ppl-mainly cg, norman, jy, joash, clarence.went to harbourfront first, to eat.hahas.then cg is damn bad! lols.cos in the bus, me, fenny&norman got crazy.norman become our girlfriend, then me&fenny are 'her' boyfriends.hahas.then we got fake names for each other also.lols.
cg: "today is change sex day, -looks at jy- your name is tony"
hahahas.so yess.jy's tony, my name's terrie, fenny's fred, norman's nicole, cedric's cindy.yupyup! =D hehs.
aiyoh! i just called lanz, cos conferencing wif lanz&aaron, he sounds DARN CUTE on the phone pls! =D hehs.
ohhyaa anw! then after tt, we wenta sentosa! i played volleyball! (: with jy.hehs.he says i'm not bad! (: hahas.funnn.(: i like beach volleyball now.(: hehs.ohh! then ard 3.15, got rain! HEAVY DOWNPOUR! lols.so when me&norman wanted to go tuition, then we got stuck.with fenny, cos she leaving also.hehs.SO! we ran in the rain! wahahas.barefooted somemore.! =P cos me&fenny didnt bring slippers, then our legs wet, cannot wear socks&shoes.hehs.ohh wells! got drenched.but it was fun!(: hahas.ok, then met norman's mom at harbourfront mrt, it was alr 4.30pm.half an hr into our tuition.lols.then norman mommy very funny!
norm's mom: "i dun usually drive in such heavy rains, i very scared"
hahahas.ohhyess, norman changed pants in the car! TWICE somemore.lols.but i didnt see larr. =P hahas.he very funny.(: hehs.okok, then nothing much le..
ohhyess! darling lanz&aaron made me a list! aaron just send me just now.not 2 pages larr, but still! WHOOAAA! (: seriously man, they know me SO WELL larr! its scary. =P hahahas.but i'm so touched.(: hehs.THANKS DARLINGS! =D

2006-02-22T16:23:00.000-08:00

hahas.aaron&lanz's making me a list.2 pages long, they say.whheeeee.i wanna see! =D hahahs.hmm, let me talk bout my week.. monday nothing much.found my diary in chem class. =X lols.took photos wif audd in SS lesson. =P ms wong was rattling on&on bout the test corrections.ohh, and as i predicted, i failed.wahahs.11/25.ohh wells! had trg in the afternoon.super slack, obvious. =P tuesday.had chapel, got the entrepenership[dunno how to spell] thing.OFFICIALLY class captain alr.got badge&everything.must behave now! yeaa rite. =P hahas.lanz's head councilar! whheeeee.wif the badge&everything.nice! (: after sch, norman, cg, joash, clarence went opp dover cut hair.
I THINK NORMAN&CG LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER NOW.HOT!(:
then wenta japanese association at adam road, wanted to take inFLUenza jabs, cos ms ong say must take since india got bird flu. =/ went down wif norman, aaron&alex.but the doc not in.! hahas.so we went to clementi, eat&stuff.then went back.hehs.ohh! then me&norman have a long-term goal! =D
when we grow up, we'll pull together some money&buy a penthouse apartment! with jacuzzi inside one.& then norman'll get a bike.we'll be room mates! ((:
lalalas.norman makes me happy.(: hahas.ok, then wed.not a good day! thurs.yesterday, was pretty good.PE did gym, next week then beep test.aiyoh, my sit-ups totally suck larr.lols.then after sch, wenta jap association agn to take our flu jabs.10 of us-me, cg, ck, norman, aaron, ian, mel, alex, kong, kenneth ong.yupp.ohhya.kenneth ong is DAMN FUNNY larr.he got porn! then no one believe. =/ lols.hmm, then me&norman are brave.! we both pretty scared of jabs one, but we took our jabs first! before everyone elsa. =D wahahas.then norman was creating a scene. =P retarded norman! lols.hmm, after tt i accompanied cg to tan tock seng hospital, cos he havent take his typhiod&hep A jabs yet.i'm nice rite! =D hahas.met linus there.then aiyoh! cg lost $50! luckily i was there! so i lend him money first.hahas.yupp.then nothing much le.lols.today, had physics test.hmm, i've learned not to pin so much hope on my physics paper, evern though i may think i did pretty well.so yaa.hahas.ohh, then xinyi passed me her SUPER HUGE duffel bag.hahahaha.so big, everyone say.aaron say the bag's half of me.lols.cos i need duffel bag to bring to nepal! dun hav haversack.hehs.
thanks so much xinyi! (:
ok, then nothing much.ohh yes.chinese test.DAMMIT LARR.i lost 12 marks alr! out of 36! freak man.): my section 2 pulled me down.DOWN DOWN DOWN.): stupid number compre.& i'm not confident of my written compre as well.arrugghhhh.ok, actually i think i'm quite dumb arh? number compre also cannot do.lols.ok.then after sch nothing much.yupp.got tuition later! hmm, dun think i'm gonna support winner at PS later, tuition ends at 8pm, it starts at 8.
ohh wells.hmm.EMILY! SIXUAN! MINNIE! lets go out.shopping! =D cos i really needa get em's birthday present b4 i leave for nepal.hahahas.

2006-02-22T16:08:00.000-08:00

today is not a good day.i failed my overall SS PPR-49.8% dammit man.plus, amaths test was a screwed up larr.i'll fail, tts for sure.i should hav studied; my mind was a total blank! & bio test on mon, HAH.i dun even know one single question.i think i'll prob get one-digit over 30.arrughhh.i really dun wanna care bout anything now.gotta rush my theory hwk, got piano lesson at 5.45-6.30 later.can someone cheer me up? cos i'm really irritated, i'm taking it out on my frens.. ): arugh, i shouldnt say wat i'm feeling now.confirm will piss some ppl off.can someone pls cheer me up? ): ohh wells.

2006-02-14T19:35:00.000-08:00

happy valentines' day to all! (:
ok, i'm gonna talk bout my day! (: hehs.hmm, i wenta sch today totally NOT expecting any gifts.and i didnt buy anything for anyone also.cos no chance to go out&buy! heh.retarded cg had the honour of being the first to wish me happy valentines'. =P hahahs.ok, then after assembly, had physics prac.was waiting outside the lab for our teacher who is always late.then lanz wished me happy valentines', and he gave me a[quite big] milk chocolate bar! =D WHHEEEEEEE.tt darling! (: my 1st gift for the day, plus it was TOTALLY unexpected.i was darn touched k.! hehs.hmm, then shermaine gave me hershey chocolates, ck gave me a 'big pencil'[tt stupid girl, didnt tell me she getting gifts larr. =P], aileen gave me a rose&chocolates, juniors gave me a diasy! ok, my juniors are darn nice, i dun even noe them that well larr.hahas.THEN! gleeennnn came&told me he got smt for me! then he say its not exactly a flower.so i thot its smt small, like chocolates, cos the other day on msn he ask me whether i wan valentines' day gift, i say no need, ask him dun buy.but! gleeennnn got me a soft-toy flower! wif 'u are special' on it.WHHEEEEEEE. ((: how nice larr! then ck jealous, cos my flower wun die! =P hahahas.ok, then me, ck&mel went to the T-zone, cos got some nike sale.hahas.kong&nic ngo are darn nice, they accompany us go 'shopping'.then they just sit ard.hehs.me&cj only bought nike socks, $6 each.mel bought socks&one shorts also.then kong paid for our socks larr! he's darn nice larr! he says tt our valentines' day present. =D hehs.the rest of our clique guys dun even care larr, pls.lol.ok, then after tt we just slacked ard.then ian went for his x-ray at dunno which hospital, norman&aaron went for chem extra lesson, cg went home, jy got volleyball match, fenny&aileen stayed in sch to do smt.so me, mel, ck&kong went to holland v, ate swensens.kong is damn nice larr, order some ex pasta, then keep letting us cope.lols.okok, then we just sit&chit-chat, then aileen&fenny came to eat also, but we left shortly after.wenta FOS, but nothing much.then went home! hahas.walked to bouna vista MRT, we were plucking rose petals.first was 'love me, love me not', then was 'feng yuan, oO'. LOL.and guess wat i realised-the final petal's always the 2nd option larr.cheat one lorr.hahahas.ok, then nothing much le! crap it, tml got SS structured-essay test! must study, darn.then thurs got chem test.theory test in prac lab, then so irritating, must sit in register number; CANNOT COPY. =P lols.hahas.okok, just kidding.i dun normally copy chem, just anyhow rubbish do, audrey'll copy mine.hahahs.but i really dun like lab lessons, my slacky bunch are like sited at every corner! only j.toh behind me, but out of them 4, i talk to him the least larr.lols.ohh yess! YESTERDAY! best friend[frm OBS(:] is darn nice, he wenta bangkok last week or smt, then he got me a souvenior! =D HOW SWEET LARR.it was like, hidden surprise! (: cos i went out of sch for lunch, then he put inside my bag, write note 'FROM: BEST FRIEND' hehs. =D anws, THANKEW EVERYONE WHO GAVE ME GIFTS! lovee you ppl loads man.(: hahs. ok, anw! i realise nobody give sunflowers! Y NOT LARR.their darn cheery&nice! =D hahahs.i'm out of point.heh.hmm, LOVE IS IN THE AIR! =D (sry mel) aiyohh, then the moulin rouge song ahh, the lines is STUCK in my head pls! XP hahas.

'all u need is love!'
'a girl has got to eat'
'all u need is love!'
'she'll end up on the streets!'
'all u need is loove!'
'love is just a game.'
'i was meant for loving u baby, u were meant for loving me'
'the only way of loving me baby, is to pay a lovely fee'
'just one night, just one day'
'there's no way, cos u cant pay'
'in the name of love, one night in the name of love'
'u crazy fool, i wun give in to you'
'dun- leave me this way, i cant survive without ur sweet love'
'u think tt ppl would have enough of silly love songs'
'i look ard, and see it isnt so.'

lols.
LOOVEEE YAA! (:

2006-02-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

weddings are the sweeetesst thing ever! (:
woke up at 10am today, went for piano then back home.decided to attend my church fren's wedding! =D ok, not MY church fren, my parent's church fren, BUT i've pratically seen them BOTH all my life.so yes! okok.weddings are darn sweet larr.finding tt SOMEONE you love so much AND loves you back.someone who'd spent the rest of their life with you, taking care of you& the amazing love shared.I MUST GET MARRIED WHEN I GROW UP! =D wahahahs.! and i wanna be a bride's maid for someone also! whhheeeeee.& the bride's damn pretty man.& the groom sang to the bride larr.how sweet is tt pls! ((: cos anw he's in the church choir, can sing really well one.hehs.ohhyess, emily is SUPER gorgeously-pretty[learnt tt frm my bro =P] today, i tell you! even though she's not a flower girl or bride's maid or anything.hehs.EMILY! u should come lydat to church man! whooaaa! XD
ok, after the service, rushed down to tuition.got stupid physics test.i'll fail anyways.but i dun care! and this time, mr goh dun care either! (: he somemore rite down the formulas&explain some questions to us larr! =D hahahas.he thinks tuition tests are a stupid idea as well. =P lol.
hmmmm, everyone's in the mood for valentines' hurh! (: hahas.hmm, ok, nothing elsa.this weekend's not really goood, kinda emotional for me i guess? hahs.&besides the fact tt i only have ONE hwk, which is the only rocking thing. =P ohhyess! aaron is darn nice.he's my amaths tutor&i love him. ((: he's ALWAYS there for me, regardless amaths or as a fren.like, 24/7 and LITERALLY there. =D heh.and mel, no, i'm NOT falling for my amaths tutor. =P lols.

'have you ever loved someone so much, u'd give an arm for? not the expression; no, literally give an arm for..'

sunflower for leo! (:

aww! pick me! pick me! XD

2006-02-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

Far Away - Nickelback
this time, this place, misused, mistakes
too long, too late, who was i to make you wait
just one chance, just one breath, just in case there's just one left
'cause you know, you know, you know

that i love you, i loved you all along
and i miss you, been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming, you'll be with me and you'll never go
stop breathing, if i don't see you anymore

on my knees, i'll ask, last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand
id give it all, i'd give for us, give anything but i won't give up
'cause you know, you know, you know

that i love you, i loved you all along
and i miss you, been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
stop breathing, if i don't see you anymore

so far away, been far away for far too long
so far away, been far away for far too long
but you know, you know, you know

i wanted, i wanted you to stay
'cause i needed, i need to hear you say
that i love you, i loved you all along
and i forgive you, for being away for far too long
so keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you anymore
believing, hold on to me never let me go
keep breathing, hold on to me never let me go
keep breathing hold on to me never let me go

Photo - Ryan Cabrera
a photo can say a thousand things
but it cant say the million things i wanna say
a photo can capture the way we were
but it cant capture the way we are
cause you're far away
what it's like to know you
what it's like to touch you

when you told me that you loved me
were those just words
you can't tell me you don't need me
and i know that hurts
cause i'm looking at your picture
cause it's all i've got
maybe one day
you and me will have one more shot

timing lost minutes and moments
yeah i might be lonely girl
but i'm not afraid
in a second it all comes right back to me
nothing's forgotten now
yeah everything's saved
what it's like to touch you
what it's like to know you

when you told me that you loved me
were those just words
you can't tell me you don't need me
and i know that hurts
cause i'm looking at your picture
cause it's all i've got
maybe one day
you and me will have one more shot

you were my life
you were my faith
you gave me hope everyday

when you told me that you loved me
were those just words
you can't tell me you don't need me
and i know that hurts
cause i'm looking at your picture
cause it's all i've got
maybe one day
you and me will have one more shot

Everytime We Touch - Cascada
i still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me
i still feel your touch in my dreams
forgive me my weakness, but i don't know why
without you it's hard to survive

cause everytime we touch, i get this feeling
and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly
can't you feel my heart beat fast, i want this to last
need you by my side
cause everytime we touch, i feel this static
and everytime we kiss, i reach for the sky
can't you hear my heart beat slow, i can't let you go
want you in my life

your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
they wipe away tears that i cry
the good and the bad times, we've been through them all
you make me rise when i fall

cause everytime we touch, i get this feeling
and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly
can't you feel my heart beat fast, i want this to last
need you by my side
cause everytime we touch, i feel this static
and everytime we kiss, i reach for the sky
can't you hear my heart beat slow, i can't let you go
want you in my life

cause everytime we touch, i get this feeling
and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly
can't you feel my heart beat fast, i want this to last
need you by my side
cause everytime we touch, i feel this static
and everytime we kiss, i reach for the sky
can't you hear my heart beat slow, i can't let you go
want you in my life

hehs.these are my current top-rated songs now. (: i somehow really feel the songs.. ohh wells.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY DEAREST! (:
heh.hmm ok, today! woke up today, and my body feel like got bruises all over! thanks to PE yesterday.hahas.my stomach muscles pain[expected], but my hand got 2 spots like blue-black! cos we hanged on the stupid white grills/fencer in sch, then got lines one.hehs.AND! my last rib-cage bone there also like got blue black larr.both sides.hahahaha.HOW COME ARH! lols.ok, anw.today O level results out! ms lim made us, sec 4/5 wif no CCA today, go watch the previous batch take their results.they did pretty well man; ms lim was happy.ck's cousin got 12 pts! but she very sad, cos she expected lower.. so yeaa.but well! hmmm.eugene got 18 pts! then he very happy. =D hehs.i'm happy for u too, eugene! (: hahahs.hmm, anw have i said b4? i think eugene's the only guy who looks really good in specs. ((: WHHEEEEEE! hehs.ok, then after tt we[me, ck, aaron, jy&alex] got stressed.cos tt'll be US collecting our results next yr! REJOICING wif tears of JOY i hope! =D hahas.ok, then headed down to queensway to settle the class tee thingy.
thanks ck, alex&abel! & a super big THANK YOU to guohao! (:
hehs.i'm super lousy at these kinda things man. =P lol.then i left wif ck for tuition.took bus 51.journey was like, 40mins? ohh man, either i ate too full at macs for late lunch, or my siting position is TOTALLY wrong, or the bus is freaking bumpy.i felt like puking larr! wth.the feelings sucks.hahahah.then idiot ck keep saying if i puke musn't puke at her.then we when going off the bus, she say "later when u go down&puke, i'll just walk away k." smt lydat.LOL.kiam pa arhh.hahaha.but of cos i didnt puke larr.so disguisting.lol.i felt better after i got off the bus&start walking.heh.ohh anw.then ck gone mad.ok lar, actually she's just being herself. =P hahas.then she wanna see gabe.so she went all the way to my tuition there just to see gabe.HEH.they're chatting now! (: WHHEEEEEEE. hahas.i dunno wat was tt for.lols.then tuition! aiyoh, the test is damn hard larr.i was TOTALLY rubbishing through man.i dun even rubbish lydat in sch larr.lols.ok, i'm totally prepared to fail away.fail like shit somemore. =P hahah.ohh, then gabe&xavier are jokers larr.we all dunno how to do some MCQ questions, so i just anyhow try my luck, anyhow write.then they just copy me! gabe copy mine, xavier copy gabe's.HAHAH.they look very funny&cute larr.! i was observing! =P lols.then i keep laughing to myself today during tuition.psycho! XD hahas.okok, then nothing much.cant talk in tuition today.mr fun was like so serious bout the test! we dun even care larr.copy here&there!
hehs.
okok, dammit larr.friday night&sat morning is rushing-piano-hwk day.hahas.see how last min i am. =P
ehhh, anw.if u can understand my last line, i'll say ur smart- cos its quite chim! =P and tt u noe me really well! =D hahahs.i'm retarded.!

`a couple of mths later, i'll probably look back&see how silly i've been.. but now, i dun think i'll do anything, just waiting for those mths to come..

2006-02-09T19:09:00.000-08:00

i still hear your voice when you sleep next to me, i still feel your touch in my dreams.the good and the bad times, we've been through them all, you make me rise when I fall
bleahh/ i'm supposed to be doing my emaths&amaths hwk now.the 2 subjects i MUST do hwk one. =P heh.hmmm! i lost my diary AGAIN.2nd time in 2 mths.i think my diary really hates me man. ): so now if i cant find it back, i must buy! then all my crap inside-GONE! ): darn.hahas.ok! anw.wed got soccer match! FMSSvsHENDERSON, ok i think i mentioned tt b4.hahas.Fairfield won! 1-0! =D oh oh oh! but cg got injured! opponent no 19[ck hates him =P] knock into his head, then cg's head bleed.must go for stitches! then today come sch got put some white cream? ppl thot got birdshit on his head.lols.THEN ian call him 'birdshit boy'! hahahaha.so evil. =P lols.ok, then after cg got sub-ed out, darren took over the sexy captain band.then later, he got cramp! super pain.then he sub-ed out also.so gerald wore the band! hahas.luckily gerald's fine, if not we'll lose 3 of our best players! but then ian will wear the sexy captain band.lols.okok, tts not the main point.the point is fairfield won! (: hehs.next match is against beatty sec.either mon or wed.yupp. (: hmm, anw! today ahhh.heh.thursday my workout day! cos got PE&trg.but today cos raining, no trg.so only got PE.PE ran the outside route today.i prefer the current route now! i rather run tt for 2.4! (: okok, anw.ran.then! did some abs thingy.hang on the railing then lift the legs up.AIYOH, is the hand pain;not abs pain lorr! =P lols.then! did 'superman'.ur whole body like off the ground, except the hands, frm elbow down, & the legs like doing push up.the body must be straight.do tt for 1min, 3 sets.WHOAAAA.! back DAMN pain! its supposed to be back&abs, but more of the back larr, abs not even pain.then after PE i feel so jelly lorr! lols.& lanz is SUPER funny.after tt exercise he say "my abs are damn pain.its like, i can hear they're calling for help." HAHAHA.ok.then nothing much le.after sch i got stressed over class t-shirt! cos X-country's next sat.then we wanna make class tee.AND MS LIANG KINDA PUT THE CLASS CAPTS IN CHARGE.. but till now havent even confirm our design/approve yet! super irritating man.FUNK IT UP cannot, cos of the "FUNK" word.look like f word i suppose.so yeaa.anw j.toh's doing a completely new one now.hope we can get everything done tml larr! hahahs.
anw i was thinking of removing my blog password.. shud i? heh.

2006-02-07T23:32:00.000-08:00

ohh my.i'm tired.been multi tasking for the past 2 hrs or so.like SERIOUSLY multi task, giving in 100% at both things.drained.the radio just keeps playing songs&the DJ talks&talks, but i hear no shit; ¬hing is registering in my mind.hahah.tts how busy i am.lols.was doing amaths hwk&discussing class tee wif audd, j.toh, guohao&lanz.hahaha.we designed one today, when they came over to my place after sch ard 4pm.did our physics project; ok fine, AUDREY did the project. =P thanks dear. =D lols.then yeaa.designed the class tee, the the other 2 'chosen' one we either not THAT nice, or too gay for the guys.yupp.but well, i still think our design's pretty plain man.after all our effort.shucks> ): hahs.ok, anw the 5 of us, we've changed name agn! frm 4F clique to the click 5ive, now to FREAK SHOW.hahahahahah. XP ok, tts temp though.hehs.ohh yess, &there's emaths test tml.think i'll fail? darn.didnt even touched my TB today, besides lesson time.. ohhya! i got 72/100 for my chi test! WHHHEEEEEEEE. (: how tyco.lols.i got like, eh.. 5th in class? lols.ok, oO.got soccer match tml.fairfieldVShenderson.GO FAIRFIELD! (: yay.i love the soccer boys. (: heh.ohhyess-
gabe agrees wif me tt IVAN IS CUTE! =D hahs.seeeeeee, ivan really IS terribly cute. X)

2006-02-05T20:19:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS! (:
from CNY celebrations, CNY, & today. (:

fenny, aileen&me!

my best fren! (:

`darlings! =D

whitie siblings! =P

pretty in sareee.&arranged in order! hahahs.ck, me, winner, mel!

`4F-the click 5ive! audd, me, lanz, guohao, j.toh

`ck(natural indian), fenny&me! PRETTYS! =D

no more sareees; in toilet at great world.hahaha.GIRL POWER-BESTIES! (:

CNY day 1!

CNY day 2! (i'm wearing a tube, btw! =P)

my bro&me; in the car.

CNY day 3!

taken at church today:
`IVAN IS SUPER CUTE> I LOVE HIM! (:

`EMILY'S AS PRETTY AS EVER> LOOOVEESS! =D

`MINGYAAOOO AHH> heh.ur wearing 'no brand shirt' ahhh, like me.lols.the always feeling bored guy. =P BUT I STILL LOVE HIM!

`GOR! nothing can describe my love for you! hehs.IT'LL BE ALWAYS&FOREVER! XD

wwhhhhhhheeeeeeeeee. ((:

2006-01-27T23:47:00.000-08:00

stealing glances at you! (:
oOoO! today was fun. (: woke up at 5am, reached mel's place at 6am.i was the first! wahahas.fenny was late, ck was ULTRA late.lol.so yeaa.we wore saree! =D and we were almost late for sch larr.left her sch only at like, 7.08am? my dad drove us to sch.reached just in time.luckily not late! if not so pai seh, must stand one side.hahs.anw, its so cool larr! the 4 of us are frm all 4 different classes! 4D, E, F&G.then we came together, all wear white top&sit ard the back of our class.HAHAHA. (: ok.then sch was nothing much.i was admiring joshuaang&shawnlee's photo on 8days. >WHOOHOOO! =D lols.then did some lantern thingy in class.& i keep going over to 4E classroom to find kong, ck, alex, winner.since our classes are just next door! 4D's 4th floor, 4G's.. 2nd floor i think? my class&4E's 1st floor.yeaa.then we were released at ard, 10.30.took some pics along the corridor.lols.then the guys[guohao, norman, jy&kong] went bouna vista first, dunno for wat.mel had trg, ian went home.cg went back to change.so left me, fenny&ck.cabbed to great world.IN OUR SAREES! =D nice larr.but ppl were like starring.then got one mommy told her lil girl tt we're really pretty! =D hahas.so yeaa, watched 'I NOT STUPID TOO'! (: my gosh, joshuaang&shuanlee are darn good-looking! plus they look so cool, at least in the movie larr.super bad boy type.whooaaa! (: hehs.so yess.me, fenny&ck are totally crazy over them now.lols.i'm more of joshua, they're more of shaun.lols.we're mad.ok, and we cried SO MUCH larrr! somemore nobody brought tissue.irritating lorr.hahahs.and the movie ahh, make u cry then smt funny will suddenly happen, then u'll laugh.super anti-climax.lols.yupyup.then after the movie we met mel&shane.changed out of our sarees.then fenny went home, the rest of us went down to ps to meet the guys.they wanna play pool.then need to wait or smt.meanwhile the girls went shopping.wenta try clothes at F.O.S.lols.tt white top wif sliver words across is nice! (: hehs.ok, then later we played pool.ok, at first i didnt wanna play one! then norman forced me to.he's darn funny&nice man.lols.he was teaching me how to play, but i abit CMI larr.whenever i hit, the white one always jump! hahahs.so yarr.dun care larr. =P hehs.then me, ck, kong&guohao left.cos i had tuition.then the rest just wanna go home.yupp.i was late for bout 10 mins ba.hahs.ok, tuition! mr fun didnt teach today, we needa do WS.then me&gabe slack like dunno wat larr. =P hahaha.i think mr fun was too busy trying to help xavier wif his WS-thingy tt he didnt really notice tt we talk so much larr.lols.so yupyup! all in all, tts my day. (: hahas.oOolala! CNY's here.i'm lovin it! (:

pretty winner&me-*

2006-01-25T17:40:00.000-08:00

can't you feel my heart beat fast; i want this to last, need you by my side
i'm free to blog.cos only need to do&hand in chinese compo[hate it] tml.hmm, today was alright.. had SS test.sourced-based questions.HAH, i didnt even answer the last ques which is like erm, 7 marks? out of 25 i think.the sources all darn ridiculous larr.hahahs, anw i dun care lar.its not counted in prelims or O's anw. =D ohhyeaa, and i failed chem test also.lols.got 12/30.BUT! i think tts like the class's average? =P hahs.& my gd frens all get ard there also.heh.& OHH! i'll go going to laos for service learning.its the most ex trip lorr! 7 days for $1400.4-10 march.and the teacher going is MR OW.shucks.i dun like him man.hahs.and laos seems SO DARN HOT.lol.BUT! my whole clique's going too! dun worry aaron, when there's a will; there's a way! u're coming wif us! =D hehs.i think the teachers are like, bias or i dunno-wat-shit. =P lols.i hand in my form the day b4 aaron, & i got into my 2nd choice[laos], while aaron got into 1st choice[nepal].ck&kong also hand in late, but ck go nepal, kong go laos.but she'd transfer to laos le. (: and the rest of us miraculously ALL got posted to laos.i mean, so many frm 4D larr! hahahs.sooyeaaa.looking forward to it.it'll be a great expeience! (: hehs.hmm, i'm wearing a saree on fri! borrow frm dionel.his sis or mom, dunno.hahs.PURPLE! cos i'm too fair, needa wear dark coloured.heh.then ck wearing the cream coloured saree, fenny wearing pink, & mel bought her maroon/red saree.hahs.yupp! (: oOO.friday's gonna be FUN! =D hmm, we're gonna watch 'I NOT STUPID TOO' after tt? (: WHOOHOOOO.the 2 guys[shaun&joshua] are gd-looking larr! =D hehs.which reminds me, i was being soooo silllyy in SS class today.i'm too embarrassed to say. =X but xf&audd&xinyi knows larr.LOL.

`i've been so pampered by you, i only realise it now..

2006-01-22T00:53:00.000-08:00

hahs.no idea why am i online now when there's so much other stuffs to do.for example: my hwk, studying for bio test on mon, reading, slpeeeinnggg.hehs.i'm a slacker.lol.ohh yess, watched 3 korean movies recently.whoooooo! its darn funny.the guy in 'the cool guy' is soooo good-looking pls! & the girl in 'marrying the mafia' has such pretty eyes&she's so cute! hahah.& ahhhh.korean couples, weird weird one hahas.they like, so rude to each other! & they always bully each other one.BUT STILL! they love each other sooo much.its dammnnn sweeeettt! (: hahs.tt day mel was like, trying to imitate ian, about us girls getting worked up over a swit swit show. "aye, pls larr! its only a show larr! u think tt will happen in real life meh?" smt lydat.lols.anw, my memory's failing me.so i shall just blog bout today.lols.today i had piano, was like, doing almost all the hwk at teacher's house, she didnt hav much to mark. =X then i went to town.met dearest emily. (: tt girl ahh.always late i tell you. =P supposed to meet at 1.15, she changed to 2.then last time also late.aiyohh.but its ok! i forgive u dear! =D hehs.so yeaa.we wenta get minnie's birthday present.then we took neos! then wenta window-shopped.for em's b'day present.i noe roughly wat to get her alr! (: hahah.& i realised tt we got telepathy; we dressed alike! white tee, blue shorts, cap, pony-tail, sling bag! ((: hehs.i mean, how many ppl go to orchard in SHORTS! lols.and we never arrange or anything one lorr.somemore we almost same height somemore.! =D hahahs.ok, i'm mad.but yeaa.it was great.and we swopped caps back home by accident.wahahah.but well, i'll be seeing tt pretty girl tml! (: and ohh! em's in her sch's netball! whhhooooo! (: i think she's make it great as a defender.? hahs. GO EM! (: hehs.ohhyeaa, i'm excited bout next fri! sch half-day.then can wear ethnic clothes to sch.mel, ck, fenny&me decided to wear indian one.mel bought hers alr, & insisted she look hot in it[i bet u will! =D ], so we'll go to town in our sari on fri after sch.lols.then she's helping me to borrow frm nirma! ck also borrow frm nirma i think.fenny, dunno yet.hahs.yupp.ok, i've got nothing more to say.ohh yeaaa.& gabe: i dun study alot! like, SERIOUSSLLLYYYY nooo! hahas. =D

2006-01-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands
This is for you
Ups and downs, highs and lows
And no matter what you see me through
(: (:

La-da-di-dup-dup die dy
On the stereo
Let those speakers blow your mind
To let it go, let it go
Here we go
=D

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
<3

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake
=X

I've tried to be the mean mysterious one
I've tried to be the sweetest candy you'd suck on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all
=/

I can't take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
):

hahs.yes, as u can see, i'm really bored.hmm.let me see; wat i did today.woke up at 9.30am, had piano lesson at 10.45-12noon.met my mom for lunch at clementi, came home, did some work! =P then, i left my house for tuition at 3.40; when it starts at 4.luckily norman dady fetched me.lols.hmm, after jy left tuition, mr goh keep picking on me&norman.audrey u just wait man, u'll VERY SOON be next. =P lols.then me, audd&norman went home together.we all live nearby! so ya, took same bus-51.hahs.only me&my mom home now.dad's working&my bro's out for some BBQ.ohh wells.i needa do ushering for church service tml! means i have to be there really early i guess.haha.AND! after service we're gonna play captains' ball! =D i'm so excited larr.dunno why.hahah.hope it doesnt rain tml! (: anw, i dun like my hair! last yr i cut one nicer! i wanna go cut agn larr.lols.ok, cannot be too mad.hahs.ohh! and i wanna watch THE MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA and i wanna read the book THE NOTEBOOK by nicholas sparks or the 1st book of the series THE SHOPAHOLIC. =D hehs.hmm.okok, gtg do my amaths so i can [hopefully] play/go out tml after church! =D

2006-01-13T23:21:00.000-08:00

"xinyi 是高级华文最好的,她怎么会喜欢你这个otah 2 呢?"[CHINESE]
"xinyi shi(4) higher chinese zui(4) hao(3) de(4), ta(1) zhen(3) me(4) hui(4) xi(3) huan(1) ni(3) zhe(4) ge(4) otah 2 ne(1)?" [hanyupinyin] hahs.my chi teacher said this today.she's a joker larr.& we're grouped into grps with retarded names- otah, pizza, burger king[then she calls the guys king 1, king 2, & so on..] & SOTONG[which is my grp larr.me, audd, xf, lanz, guohao, lanz. (: ]! lol.hmm, nothing much to say actually.feeling quite.. down? hahs.perhaps its the weather, or maybe its just me.looking at my week, not very good.i feel quite evil.to different ppl.the devil seemed to have gotten all-so-into me.haii.lousy lousy lousy. ): no one's online to cheer me up also.hahas.ohh welll.hmm, ohhyeaa.today in the MRT back frm mel's house, me&ck laughed like shit AGAIN.this time was guohao.hahahah.cos super crowded, then he got REALLY squashed, & he looked sooo supperrr funny.me&ck laughed like idoits man.lols.
hmm.ok, i guess i'm looking forward to yf this sun.we'll be playing ball.yay. (: ohhyeaa, i havent exercised in a DARN HELL LONG time.stamina dropped lyke nobody's business.somemore x-country's in feb.gosshhh. =X ohh, my height's 162.5cm&my weight's 50.8kg.haha.not much diff frm last yr larr.but well, i wan to grow taller! 165cm! (: hehs.alrighty.got piano tml, needa do theory hwk/

`well i know i've acted foolish, but i promise you no more.

2006-01-10T18:46:00.000-08:00

i'm looking for attention not another question should you stay or should you go?
i was reading through my LEARNING STYLE ANALYSIS.for fun.& i think some stuffs are pretty true!

"you often take notes during a lecture or follow with your fingers when you read something new or difficult.if you don't use your hands for note taking, playing or doodling when listening, you find it difficult to concentrate." -SUPER TRUE LARR! lols.if i read compre, i'll use my pen to follow the lines.and since i dunno how to play with the pen, i ALWAYS doodle! during tuition! jy always say me one.hahas.in sch also, on my diary! ohh.which reminds me, i lost my diary.. ): within one week lorr! lols.
"you might be regulary involved in sports activites and usually you have high energy levels althought your movements might not be very fast." -true also.i'm in netball, and i'm usually quite high&enthu one.AND! my movements is also quite slow. 'dong(4) zhuo(4) huan(3) man(4)!' lols.in class XF, audd&xinyi always say me one.heh.
"if you are very absorbed in your learning activities you might go without intake but if you are bored or fustrated you might eat, nibble, chew or drink a lot more.your flexibility in this area helps you to go without eating or drinking if you are immersed in a task or if food is not available." -yes yes, tts wat happens at home.! ok, so i wish there's always no food available, then i wun eat so much! =P lols.

ok! then after tt, very funny! "Attention: if you are already smoking, or have tried smoking, you might be in danger of getting addicted to this potentially lethal habit due to your strong flexibility for intake!" -HAHAHA.dun worry! i'm not smoking, havent tried, DUN WANNA try either. =P

hehs.then! got give some advise bout my future career planning also! "consider jobs with very little people involvement&minimal communication skills", "hands-on jobs" & "jobs which require physical involvement, possibly outdoors." seems quite weird rite.lols.OK! so wat shall i be when i grow up! =D hahas.

2006-01-09T23:32:00.000-08:00

if there were friend lots, just like there were tree lots; you'd be the one i'd pick. (:

young&innocent! (:

at yiu's house

ok.today's the second day in a row i'm high.i realise tt it'll start at the late afternoon.prob ard 4-5pm? lols.wenta mel's house today after sch.wif ck, kong&guohao.played bridge AGN.& ate mee goreng as usual, and mel made FONDUE! (: banananaaas.heh.nice! (: haha.so ya.nothing much! just BRIDGE&BRIDGE&BRIDGE. =P hehs.ohh yeaa.and i COLLIDED into guohao today.lols.also dunno wat happen larr.he was behind me, then we were walking front, then turned back, then walk abit front agn, then i suddenly turned back then WHAMP! my face whacked his.LOL.then kong says there's smt to blog le. =P instead of yest the MRT incident.wahahahs. =D ok.anw i laughed so much in the afternoon today.i hav no ideaa whhyyy.lols.anw sch was alright today.i feel no pressure today! (: lols.ohh yess, anw i cut my hair yesterday at far east plaza.ohh maannn.at first when cut finish, not bad larr.cos she got straighten abit also.but i dun like the fringe! cover one eye de.lols.but this morning i wake up! i looked into the mirror&i was like, "ohh my goshh.i look like an ah-lian!" hahas.& tie hair the ponytail super thin&short.i dun like ponytails lydat.really look like ah lian lorr. ): hahas.ok, anw nvm.hair can grow.lols.hmm.ok, then tml.so boring, i'll be at home rushing eng&e maths hwk.lol.ohh yesss.i'm gonna go eat lobster&prawn wif gabe someday! =D >WHOHOOO (: he'll peel shell for me then i just have to eat! =D wahahahs.that best friend! (: ohh&his relatives are millionaires in korean know! but come sg still millionaires larr.lols.SO COOL RIGHT! =D hehs.ohh.guohao today also quite funny.keep laughing at me lorr.hahs.hmm.anw, tt phrase in the beginning, its the xmas card cg gave me last yr/this yr.lols.SO SWEET RITES. (: heh.hmm, ok.but jy just made me realise[unknowingly] tt ever since i dun really msg cg anymore, i dun really communicate wif him le.he's not in my class, after sch he always doesnt join us or he has plans, and he doesnt talk much in the first place.i only knew like last fri? tt he changed his hp.so hmmm.how are we gonna be good frens? =/ but perhaps i'm asking too much..

the story hasnt ended..or has it?

2006-01-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

LOL.i'm sriously high now.i have no idea why. =P hahahahs.ok, anw i wanted to talk about yest cos i realised i forgot some things.yess, i was TOTALLY blur at mel's house when playing bridge.it was my blurest EVER k! so dun blame me bout the 10-4 thing.or being super lagg, not noe who's my partner. =P hehs.but then i started taking in sugar! then i got high instead. =D wahahahs.ok, &u noe wat! queenKONG is super funny.was on the train back frm melly's house at tiong bahru, wif ck&kong.then cos it was quite packed, so we stood near to the door.then U KNOW WAT! ok shit, everytime i think about it i start laughing larr.like some siao person.lols.ok, so we were at commonweath, then train door closes, &KONG'S SLEEVE GOT STUCK BETWEEN THE DOORS.
kong- "shit!"
ck sees it and starts laughing.i asked her wats wrong, then i saw
me- LOL!
kong- "luckily its not bouna vista, if not next stop dover.."
me&ck- LOL LOL LOL!!!!
ohmygosh.its seriously damn funny, if u were there to see it.i was laughing my arse off man! and i'm still laughing now.wth.LOL.anw cos u noe y dover station not good, cos the doors at dover mrt station opens at the other side.so the doors which has got his shirt wun open. XP HAHAHAHA.
SUPER HILAROUS!
but kong did pull his sleeve out anw larr.LOL.ok, i cant stand it.!!
3..
2..
1.
ok, i cool down alr.hahas.hmm, let me see! i had piano lesson today at 10.45am, i only woke up at 10am.cos my parents went market, then forget about poor me. ): lols.so yaa, i was late for piano, but nvm one larr.hahas.then wenta jy's house.guohao was late to meet me! so i went there myself first.n guohao very funny, he got lost! then come alr he keep saying he walked alot.lols.ok, then jy mommy made baked rice.NICE! (: jy is TOTALLY a small boy larr.he dun eat fruits&vegetables one lorr! =P hahas.ok, then yarr.we didnt complete our hwk though.me&jy super slack.then guohao was kinda angry.but me&jy got crazy, &we influenced him also. =P wahahas.ok, then jy's mommy sent me to tuition, sent guohao to mrt.yupyup! (:

ok shit.i just had a webcam conversation wif gabe.SHIT MAN.i laughed so much, my stomach's pain! & my cheek's pain also! lols.crap man.now i noe why was i high, i've got hilarous frens!
seriously, my frens are all sent down from heaven by god to bless me with&to cheer me up ALWAYS! (:
WHHOOOOOTTS> 3 CHEERS TO THAT! (:

2006-01-06T22:55:00.000-08:00

whatever doesnt break you; only makes you stronger!
whohooo! its friday! weekends are hereeee. (: hehs.
hmm, had physics&amaths b4 recess.nothing muchh.then had 3 periods of eng&chi. =/ hmmmm.actually i think my chi teacher, liu-xing, is not tt bad wat! but mel they all say she sux.lols.she quite joker lorr.hahas.but aaron hates her, cos she gave us hwk.hahs.hmm, ok.so then after sch i was rushing my chi letter-writing hwk. =P then wenta mel's house wif ck&kong.cos the rest had other plans.i ate so much of her house food! i feel bad larr! lols. =X & WE PLAYED BRIDGE THROUGHOUT MAN.for like, 2 hrs? lols.left ard 5.30, i had tuition! it rained right after i stepped down from the MRT station.hahaha.hmm, so yeaa.tuition did FUELS? today.hahas.i realised its alr the 2nd week we're on it&i dun even noe the topic.lols.ok then! we had to do exercise.ohh man, i was feeling damn damn damn lousy larr. ): i was like, super stupid or smt.i just couldnt do the questions! MCQ somemore.then i realise tt i really missed jy in tuition classes! cos you know wat! xavier&gabe does their work reaaalll fast.I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY DO TT.esp xavier.hahas.then normally me&jy will just slack&lagg behind.but now! its only me! ): so i was doing like, FREAKING SLOW larr.compared to xavier&gabe.so yarr.i was really feeling kinda shit.haha.so i didnt talk or anything.. but luckily the questions then got easier&i was back on a rolll! =D lols.ok, tt was just an espression.hehs.hmm, & i noe gabe tried to help.but hahs, cos i wanted to do as much as i can on my own! so i refused to see until when i really, really cannot.hahaha.tt sounds stubborn.but i RARELY feel tt way one lorr.hahs.but ya.thanks anw my dear! (: so ya.but after i had completed the ex, i was alright alr.hahas.hmmm.
gabriel really makes me smile! (:
hehs.ohh &you noe wat! my dad asked me to blow-dry wet cardboard just now lorr.lols.cannot one lorr! so thin&wet.even after i blow for so long.thankfully he asked me to stop after seeing how useless it is. =D hmm.OHH! i've got piano tml! needa rush my theory hwk.hahas.crapp..
ohh.going JY's house tml also.to do SS essay.& geog comentary? ohh well.humans sucks larr.cos our teacher sucks! hahahah.

2006-01-05T20:34:00.000-08:00

firstly, MEL: i'm SOOO [X100000 times] sorry i pang seh you this sat! i totally FORGOT i've got piano! ): i really, really wanna go watch the rugby match too! ACS(I) vs ACS(barker) somemore.lols.SORRY MELLY. ):
ok.another thing, i dun wanna be class captain anymore! CAN I RESIGN? ): hahs.but i really dun think i'm fit enough larr.i'm not in netball sch team, so confirm trgs will be super slack.so i cant improve my fitness or wtv.and ms tan ah! i think she expect alot frm class capts one lorr! darn; i just hav to find someone elsa to take my place! but joelynn's too quiet liao.then stupid xinyi's a counciliar alr.lols.aiyohhh. ):
ehh.sch yest was freaking hell. ): teachers made us completed our hwk, which is SO SO SO MUCH.super stressed&i kept whining.along wif audrey.&aaron. =P LOLS.after sch had lunch at dover wif the clique.excluding cg&fenny&aileen.yupp.
today's fine.. had PE.played the disc-cus thingy? ehh.i dun think anyone could master it larr. =X lols.ohh, had attire check today too.must pull socks up&pin hair neat neat. =P hahahs.but well, i passed larr.i'm a good girl. (:
tml'll i gotta hand in some hwk.ehhh.must rush! hahas.hmm, & i gotta complete my piano theory by sat too.hmm, hope i'll go mel's house tml after sch before my chem tuition! to make up for today.. (: hehs.hmm, chemistry tuition tml! i'll be seeing gabe! (: lalalas~

2006-01-03T18:01:00.000-08:00

survived my first day of sch.had 2 talks, 1 period of class contact&1 period of ehh., some analysis thing.yeaa.first talk was DISCIPLINE TALK.ohh man.i swear they go thru that at least 3 times a yr man.n freaking hell, this yr they added SO MUCH RULES.ohh my goshhh.like if ur late for class for more than 12 mins, ur booked down for ATTEMPTED TRUANCY-skipping lessons during curriculum time.4 demerit points! damn man.THANKFULLY THIS IS MY LAST YEAR HERE.good luck man, sec 1s.hahahahs.the other talk was principal's talk.wahh.seriously, she just keep repeating everything she said b4.i think she said everything last yr alr larr.and i was so darn urgent to go to the toilet in the middle of the talk! =X but cannot go! must raise hand&ask principal in front of the whole level if can go toilet anot.so pai seh lorr! lols.so must wait for her finish then can go.and ahh, ending still got story&moral of story somemore.niceee one larrr.hahahs.n anw! do you noe tt the cut-off points for coming in my sch is 253? LOL.during my yr, it was only 237.which i've had just made it, if without affiliation.but ehhh.253?! isnt that TOO HIGH? hello? if i had 253, i'll prob go RV or smt.lols.n somemore! next yr, pri sch wun be affiliated to us anymore! aiyoh, so bad lorr.we were like, siblings sch! ohh well.thankfully i'm out next yr.lols.yes, i cant stop emphasizing that.hahas.and i hope to join the Anglo-Chinese family then! =D hehs.i'm striving to enter either ACJC or ACS(IB).not very sure wats the IB cut off points&stuff, but mel says its pretty good.so yaa. (: hahah.
ohh ya.and gabe is super cute&funny.i asked him if i shud use my pink or black pencilcase for sch, he says black "cause can match with my black pencilbox too".hahahahs.i seriously love my best friend man.! ((:

2006-01-02T01:07:00.000-08:00

SENORITA, I FEEL FOR YOU!
yucks.sch's starting on tues.i dun wan lei.can i go back time? pleeaaasseeeeee.? =D hahaha.ok, tts impossible.O levels still has to be done sooner or later.so yarr, now its sooner lorr.lols.
anws, wenta church in the morning.its GREAT to see the yfers agn! (: hahas.then yarr, had the elections.AND.. michelle, yilun, jenny & my bro's the ex-co for this yr! =D but out of the 4 I voted, only 2 'came true'.lols.but its ok, i believe in them.! hmm.then we ate snacks! me&my bro bought back frm japan one.ohh man! i'm SO GLAD i actually spent my $$ to get them stuffs.they like, really enjoyed it & it made me felt so good larr! =D hehs.ok, then we had lunch at dover, then rushed to plaza singapura to watch NARNIA.! zhixuan got good planning man, we were there just in time.! (: hehs, sat wif emily&sixuan.sixuan's really funny man.got one part very scary, then she dun dare watch! she turned back in her seat&started telling my bro[who sat directly behind her] its very scary.LOL.she's dammnn cute larr.hahahahs. (: anw, do you noe NARNIA has some christian meaning behind it! cos its written by a well-known christian writer. (: wahahas.so yeaa, the lion who is actually supposed to be jesus, died for tt boy[i forgot the name, the younger bro] who is actually us, sinners.THEN, the lion/jesus rose agn! (: yupyup.tts the MAIN thing.hehs. =D ok, then after movies was 4+, so we wenta eat.octopus balls! but i ate the prawn one.hehs.THEN, mingyaaooo come&say can stayover at his house today! =D but my parents dun allow.haii.super sad ): my bro super angry also.cos my parents gave some crap excuse for not allowing us to stayover.lols.budden we went their house larr anw.wif wenjun also.
boarded 16, then when we alighted, GOT STUCK AT THE BUS STOP LARR.cos on the way back, RAINNED.quite heavily somemore.haha.so cant walk back.needa change bus.then bus SUPER SLOW.lols.so took another bus instead.alighted then hav to wait for ANOTHER bus.SUPER SLOW as well.LOL.so only reached their house ard 6+.but we STILL got wet anw, cos alighted wrong stop, then gotta walk abit.dawn come&tell me i look like i just bathed lorr.hahahas.hmm.. played cards&watched tv.then we ordered PIZZA.hahaha.yes, pizza agn.! lols.i'm not eating pizza for another like, 1 mth k! XP heh.then ya, left their place ard 10pm.our standard time.n standard transport back-CABB. =D wahahas.averagly, it'll cost ard $10.50-$12 to my house.including midnight charges.heh.yupyup.
so ya, here i am! hmm, today's gonna be so boring.just gonna stay home i guess.. =/
ohhyeaa! i need a new school bag man.! HAHS.
(:

`i wanna see how long can we last.. (:

2006-01-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

aaahhhhh! i'm super angry wif my parents now.they seriously noe how to irritate me TO THE CORE man.arrughhh! i wanted to stay over at norman's house tml one larr! but my dad freaking come&say i always stayover? YEAA RITE.since when! i NEVER stayed over at fren's place the whole of this yr larr! wth.
and ahh, stupid M1 is irritating me also.lols.i cannot msg properly larr! only M1-M1 no still send not tt bad.M1 to other uses is freaking slow! angry lorr.hahahs.ok alright, i shall not be angry! its not good to start the new yr lydat.lols.hmm, ok..
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:
hmm, 2006 is gona be a busy yr for me[i predict!].O LEVELS larrr.aiyohh.still cant believe i'm actually gonna be 16 next yr.sweeet sixteeennn! lols.shit man.
ok, anw i've come up wif a new yr's resolution list[in like, one min]:

1) really study hard for O's
2) do my hwk every night
3) hang out more often! ((:
4) play my best in netball
5) dun msg so much.talk FACE-TO-FACE better. (:
6) save more money; to spend on fren's b'day presents? LOL
7) manage my time well wif clique frens, classmates, yfers & gabe! all at the same time. (:
8) be fit! = run mooreee + slim down!
9) pay attention in tuition
10) cultivate my love for piano! LOL
11) grow in my spiritual walk wif GOD..

ok, i think tts it for me.next yr's just gonna be about STUDYING man! =/

`so you stole my heart&left me a ransom letter..

2005-12-30T22:46:00.000-08:00

cmon baby we aint gonna live forever let me show you all the things that we cld do
oh my.oh my.oh my! i just read someone's blog & its just sooo mean!
now i really wished i was in the team.just for mel.
i mean, how mean can the netballers get! ok fine, i'm a netballer.but hey! i love all my team mates alright! we're frm the SAME TEAM wat! plus netball is about teamwork.so ya!
i never really wanted, like wanted, to get into the team.but now, i seriously wished i was in the team.if only i've improved faster! i noe i can one larr.i just never had that drive.like jaclyn had.and also if only yeeleen isnt putting sec 2s in so she could train the B div next season, next next yr.leave it to after the season larr.ohhh mannn.mel must be feeling lonely!
aiyoh.i was typing some crap just now.but i just deleted it.this is more important! hahas.
mel! u'll always have us k! (: play for the passion!

2005-12-30T12:40:00.000-08:00

how can you see into my eyes? like open doors..
hehs.i'm boredd.. and you noe wat! being an observant person! =P i'm noticed some stuffs today.lols.

1) em likes to wear shirt wif a jacket then jeans
2) em likes mingyao's white water polo tee
3) dawn likes her white fila tee
4) mingyao&ivan jus wear wat their wearing at home[tee&pants] to restaurants for dinner
5) i looveee mingyao/ivan's bed.biigggg & pillows very nice.hahs
6) mingyao&em dun really look at the camera when taking neos
7) gabe is tall! [taller than i thot he is.hahs, no offense my dear! (: ]
8) me&gabe both wore levi's today, and we hav the same habit of sticking our hands into our jeans front pocket when we walk! =D
9) gabe,mingyao&my bro hav hair which is considered pretty loonnggg
10) yiu's daddy talks loud, but he seems nice actually! (:
11) yiu's grandma is nice! though i dun understand wat she says! =/
12) yiu parents are/look really young
13) yiu family dining at their nearby restaurant is like my family dining at our nearby market
14) yiu's maid does funny actions
15) yiu daddy doesnt noe his maid's name
16) yiu daddy always brings guests home?

hahaha.yup yup! anw in my previous post i like say until their daddy very scary.actually not that bad larr.he just talks very loud only.he's actually quite nice larr! quite joker also.lols.
i love mingyao
i love ivan
i love emily
i love dawn
i love gabe
of cos, i love my bro too! hahas. =D
hmm, ohh great! i'll be seeing them agn on sat for the nightwatch service, then the next day we'll go watch NARIA! (: hehs.

2005-12-29T21:27:00.000-08:00

we're running in circles again
wahahas.i'm at the yiu's house now.but guess wat! only cutie dawn is at home.mingyao, ivan & em went out for dinner wif their parents. ): and i gtg back home soon alr! ): CANT STAYOVER. ))))): super sad.haii.ohh wells.i feel comfortable in their house.their grandma& maid are really nice.but their daddy ah! talk SUPER LOUD arh! like scolding ppl lorr! me&my bro super scared of him.lols.he talk to the 4 of them like scolding lorr! but they totally used to it alr.dawn still can argue wif her daddy.wahahas.quite a scary man! [i think] lols.anw anw anw.. so ya.went out for lunch wif em, mingyao & my bro earlier today.ate at NYDC.super filling.hehs.mingyao is a bloody joker.he ALWAYS makes me LOL.hahaha.hmm, then we wenta take neos! then gabe met up wif us! (: hehs.okok, then we walked ard for a while b4 their driver came to fetch us to their house.wahahas! & i only realise today that gabe is REALLY TALL! ((: hahs.yarr, so we hanged out at mingyao's room.then gabe gtg, cos he had golf.then dawn came back! wif her mommy.hehs.then we watched harry potter&the golbert of fire in chinese.lols.then their dad came back.then ivan came back! then we switched movies, cant stand chinese.haha.watched new york minute.hmmm, not bad larr.quite funny.hahas.yupp, had pizza hut for dinner.hehs.hmm, i think i'm like really interrupting their family lorr.cos i think their supposed to ALL go out for dinner together today[cos their daddy RARELY come back to sg frm china], but cos of me&my bro, then dawn&ivan was supposed to stay wif us? yarr.but due to communication error, only dawn is left.lols.hmm, ok.gtg le bah.i'm go accompany dawn.? hehs.nights ppl! (:

2005-12-28T21:36:00.000-08:00

okie! i'm gonna reply my taggies! (: one-by-one since i left..
SIXUAN: hahs, u can always gimme my xmas present/card like let say.. TML? (: anw wat CCA u changed to now? hehs.and thanks darling, i'm ok now.thanks for always caring! (:
EMILY: I MISSED YOU HELL LOADS LARRR.you this girl! go for sooo long lorr! hahaha.anw, i get to see u tml! WHOHOOO> 3 cheers to THAT! (:
MEL: hahaha.y u apologize! lols.and thankew.i KNOW u'll be there, cos u ALWAYS are ya. (: I missed u girls toooooo!
CHERYL: thankew so much my dear, i noe u'll be there too! but smt i just dun feel like saying.. U KNOW ME! =P hehs.so pls pardon that! (: anw, love ya! and i miss you!
AILEEN: hahas.I LOVE YOU! i really do! (: i missed u too.TAKECAREE alrights darling! (:
JENNY: thank you jenny! ((:
GABRIEL: hahahas.thankew dear! i was missing you hell loads too! (: i'll see you TML! =D if not, FRI! hehs.

okok, and i'm done! (: wahahas.

BEST FRIEND -S club 7
I remember when we was young
Playing pool,after school, keepin' it cool
People say we were the troublesome two
I know the girls liked me & you
I can never forget the times you've covered my back
You helped me out and cut me some slack
There was nothin' you'd never do
It's all about me and you

You're my brother, you're my sister
We'll stick together
No matter what, no matter what

Best friend, never gonna let you down
Best friend, always gonna be around
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you
We all need a best friend, to understand
A best friend, to take your hand
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you

You remember the days when we would
Kick back, lay back
We'd be chillin' with the ladies
These times were the greatest
So don't worry about a thing my friend
Cos you can count on me, thick or thin
Cos I'll be there right 'till the end, 'till the end

You're my brother, you're my sister
We'll stick together
No matter what, no matter what

Best friend, never gonna let you down
Best friend, always gonna be around
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you
We all need a best friend, to understand
A best friend, to take your hand
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you

Come on, come on best friend
Come on, come on best friend
Come on, come on best friend
Come on, come on best friend

You're my brother, you're my sister
We'll stick together
No matter what, no matter what
You're my brother, you're my sister
We'll stick together
No matter what, no matter what

Best friend, never gonna let you down
Best friend, always gonna be around
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you
We all need a best friend, to understand
A best friend, to take your hand
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you

Best friend, never gonna let you down
Best friend, always gonna be around
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you
We all need a best friend, to understand
A best friend, to take your handY
ou know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you

Best friend, never gonna let you down
Best friend, always gonna be around
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you
We all need a best friend, to understand
A best friend, to take your hand
You know, whatever life puts you through
I'll be there for you! (:

2005-12-28T20:05:00.000-08:00

day one-CHANGI AIRPORT!

on the plannneee.

day twoo-its snowing!! (:

Snoopy studio at UNIVERSAL STUDIOS JAPAN

day threee-MR SNOWMAN & US! (:

on the bus wif my bro.

we got retarded, cos there was a HUGE traffic jam which lasted for HOURS&HOURS!

day fouur-at HOTEL NIKKO.mommy, santa, snowman & me. (:

welcome to toyohashi!

bullet train messed up my hair! =/

MT FUJI

my family! (:

me&brother + mt fuji!

my family! [1]

my family! [2]

KIMONO & jap style beds! ((:

day fivee-daddy's girl! =P

fountain outside the hotel..

cheng han[cousin's bf], cousin, bro, me on the streets of tokyo.we're the MAGIC FOUR, F4 & BRIDGE CLUB! =D

at some temple..

YFers! CONCEPT!`

me & tt nice car!

day six-TOKYO DISNEYLAND! =D

me & the disney castle!

last dayy!-me & that GRAND PIANO in the hotel.

hotel fountain agn.hahas

its SUPER YUMMY! (:

2005-12-28T15:45:00.000-08:00

SHUCKS!!!
I WROTE SUCH AN ULTRA SUPER LONG POST ABOUT MY TRIP! THEN MY STUPID COM JUST SUDDENLY RESTARTED & BLOGGER CANT RECOVER IT!!!! >WTH.
SCREW IT!

2005-12-28T03:21:00.000-08:00

dun look no furthur, baby i'm back!! (:
ohhh yesss.i'm FINALLY back.hahahaha.n i've been reading so many blogs&posts, my eyes are dry.. lols.but ohh wells! I MISSED EVERYONE! SOOOO MUCH! =D n dammit man! carolling sounds like hell fun! AAAAHHHHHHH.shit larr.how can i miss xmas! ): alrighty, nvm.there's always next yr's xmas to look forward to.haha.hmm, anw i've bought xmas gifts for the girls alr! both clique&churchies! (: but errmmmm.i'm starting to regret wat i bought, cos i dun think u'll like it! dammit, regret regret regret!! )): haii.japan stuff are ex! i got small stuffs, but it all cost quite abit lei! hahas.ohh anw i bought an adidas tote bag.! cost S$39.90.cos it was on a discount.white colour one.looks like a shoe! cos got shoelace one.lols. (: hehs.hmm, anw its 3.15am in the morning, i'm gonna slp le! post sometime later in the afternoon ba! (: good morning everyone! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR! (:

2005-12-21T00:31:00.000-08:00

and this is how you remind me of wat i really am
hahs, its amazing how god comforts us, sometimes in the form of frens. (: jus when i was posting the previous post, my fren instant msged/msn-ed me n asked me wat was wrong.he talked to me & stuff, now i feel much better! plus mingyaaooo & gabriel cheered me up. (:
THANK YOU GUYS. (:
now i can happily go to japan later at midnight. (: hopefully i'll be able to get some xmas gifts or smt..

`and it must have been so bad cause living with me must have damn near killed you

2005-12-20T23:51:00.000-08:00

hmm.i'm feeling kinda lousy now.
1) i feel that my feelings for ___ are only one-sided.[its not cg btw]
2) cg's having problems wif me, i really dun wanna argue so i'm not replying.
3) i feel i'm hanging in mid-air, i dun think i'm really close to anyone now
4) my fren's feeling kinda lousy too, & tt sadens me

haii.i dunno man.i dun really wanna talk to someone about it, but i will; depending on the person & if its them who asked first.. ok, actually there's only ONE person i really wanna talk to rite now.but i wan the person to ask me wats wrong, i dun wanna tell lydat.i'm afraid to irritate the person, if the person doesnt care enough.. man, now is the time i really wish my best frens can sense smt wrong & msg me or smt! ):

2005-12-19T11:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday was sunday! wenta church, had service then yf;as usual.then yf yest was to nominate next yr's president.n u noe wat! HAHAHA.12 ppl are nominated, and let me seeee.and only like,.. 10 ppl[if i didnt leave anyone out] are not nominated? cos my church is already small, then the ppl 18 yrs & above are in YAG, so they arent considered in YF anymore.so yaa.we're only got ard 20+ youths aged 13-18! take that! (: lols.but hey! I LOVE MY CHURCH.i love it small lydat! =D then we're ALL close to each other, and not like those REALLY BIG churches, then u only noe ppl in ur cell? or smt lydat.heh.yup yup.anw yarr.so after church, we went to dover for lunch.then wenta orchard, wanted to catch PRIDE & PREJUDICE.at first we wanted go lido, but there dun hav.so we went down to plaza sing.but the tix selling fast le, so we watched THE PROMISE instead.heh.wenta walk ard b4 the movie start, then at YAMAHA, there was some kinda performing thingy.bands can jus go preform there.so ya, we've got free music.lols.then jiaxin's fren was performing! he played the drums for his band.ROCK BAND LAAAA.so yarr, super loud & the elec guitar was cool & the drums was darn nice! & the singer's voice was darn high & all.then after tt our ears were all ringing, u noe tt feeling! LOL.so ya.then we wenta watch the movie, not bad larr! haha.i expected worse.heh.OHHYAAA.at YAMAHA, we saw this DAMN GOTHIC couple!! they were both dressed in black, then go piercings everywhere.n whoohoooo! their hair were both spiked all the way up! somemore their hair were quite long! hahaha.the girl dyed her hair white, then styled it into spikes! sharp, sharp those kind! and her hair is long larr! the guy also! his hair was greeen, then also spikes! his hair is long as well! but not as long as the girl larr.haha.then my fren commented tt if she did that, she wun wan to wash her hair & slp, cos u wasted so much gel&wax on tt hair alr.hahahaha.ok, anw i was saying! after the movie we walked to somewhere near plaza sing to hav dinner.then went home le.yup yup! tt was yest!
today supposed to be doing hwk agn.if not then i go my grandma's house to help make WU DE BAN wif my bro & cousin hazel.heh.eat b4? its some yam thingy.my grandma makes GREAT we de ban larr! (: heh.i'm going out tml! wif mel, cg & perhaps my bro! go SHOPPPINGGG! ((: ohhyaaa.i've kinda had my shopping list le! whhhheeeeee. (: ok, anw i AM getting gifts for some of the yfers. (: ok, budden i'll be broke broke broke.

2005-12-17T21:59:00.000-08:00

norman's mommy gave me a candycane today! (: hahas.she's really nice.hitched a ride frm norman's daddy after tuition today, as usual, then we went to pick his mommy frm clementi first.his mommy enters the car & then asks me when am i leaving for japan.then she takes out 2 candycanes & gave it to me & norman.haha.norman goes like,
"why you give me?"
then she replies,
"christmas wat."
norman goes,
"hahs, thankew"
(: hehs.his mum used to give me curry puffs & tutu also! ((: hahahas.norman's parents are really nice! friendly too! (: & norman eats like a little boy! his candycane broke & it dropped onto his shirt, pants & chrome.hahas. X)
hahs, ohh anw i think i've got fenny a xmas present alr. (: alrighty.4 of my good frens are on holiday now. ): cg, ian, emily & gabriel.i'm feeling lonely! ): ohhs.and i cant wait till 21 dec! (:
JAPAN = WINTER = SNOW! (:
hopefully.hahas. =D

-emily! ur away for a REALLY REALLY long time alr! PLEEAAASEE come back soon! I MISS U SOO MUCH! we've yet to plan for our sleepover as well! (:
-gabriel! aiyohh.i dunno how many weeks never see u le! 3 weeks! plus when i go japan, it'll be a total of A MONTH b4 i next see you agn! i miss u so much larr.hahas.takecare man! one day we'll both stay over at mingyiu's house k! =D i'm sure he wun mind! =P
-ian chang! hahas.i realise u left without a word[on tt day itself].EVIL AHH. =P lols.hmm, ohhyeaa.! i must go put ck's ans in ur letterbox.LOL.heh, missing u! (:
-cg! u jus left today & i alr feel smt's amiss! hahas.hmm, take great care alrights! i'll be waiting for u to come back on mon, then we'll go shopping, together wif mel, on tues ya! ((: miss you lots!

`no footsteps on the ground, i'm listening but there's no sound.

2005-12-16T13:38:00.000-08:00

let there be love?
ok, i'm hyped up bout xmas presents now.hahahah.& tt ck ahh.tell me like never tell me lydat.lols.the handbag everything she say going bangkok see.AIYOH.can jus specify ONE. =P lols.ok, nvm, i noe u like surprises one.hahahas.but hmm! i've got mel! yay. (: lols.i can settle 3 SATISFIED presents at one-go! =D hahas.anw aileen, pls tell me wat u wan as well; k! hahas.
HAH.finished 10 topics of my amaths 100 ques alr, left one more topic-9 ques.arrugghhhh.dun feel like doing anymore.ohh wells! hmm, got tuition later.i'll be lonely for 2 hrs. ): my dear fren's in japan.AAHHHH.cant you go next week! when i'll be in japan too! =D hahas.ok anw, been sneezing SUPER LOT yest & today.dad says i better takecare & not fall sick, if not i cant board the plane to go japan! NNOOOOO. )': ok, so i MUST get well.hahas.anw i was crappy thinking yesterday! tt someone/ppl misses me HELL LOADS.thats y i sneezed so much throughout the whole day.lols.okok.tts damn bhb. =P heh.

ok! here comes my xmas list:
1) slippers! i wan really nice ones! (:
2) a pretty 2006 monthly calendar[not too big though!]
3) water bottle perhaps? since my adidas one alr so old.haha
4) accessories[i'm fine wif anything X) ]
5) nice tops
6) a school bag
7) a black/blue handbag

hahs.i dun hav much stuff i wan rite! =P ohh well..

`i'll be missing you!

2005-12-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

aye, so swit rites. (: i really like this picture man.the scene & pose & position & everything.LOVELY (:

hmm, i dunno y.but my blogger's in CHINESE now.ermmm.. help? lols.
ok.i'm proud of myself alright. (: did like 6 topics of a maths today.ok, i COPIED 5.but i did 1 myself! (((((: WHOOHOOO! =D guess wat topic! haha.circular measure. (: yay.yay.yay.i did EVERYTHING myself k.plus i knew how to do questions ck doesnt! i mean, CK! the one who topped the level in a maths! WHHHEEEE.yea.i think tts my fav topic now.plus, perhaps, trigonometry. =P hahs.

hmm, & u noe, i've figured.there's this fine, thin line between being really friendly&nice or flirting.my dear frens, pls tell me sometimes if i've crossed tt line.cos i really really dun wanna be sending out the wrong signs to ppl.yarr.lols.

heh.ok, tt was kinda out of point.but i really dun wan my other frens to get the wrong idea.cos i've always been hanging wif my clique, only recently when i start going wif the yfers, it jus occured to me.yeaa.hmm.we're different, my clique's real cool.we love each other & we arent afraid to show or say it. ((: cos HAHS, we're basically ppl who doesnt really think gender's an issue! ermm, eg like.the guys'll jus treat us girls like guys.so we're REALLY comfortable wif each other.ehhh, nothing physical though.lols.yarr, tts wat make us so special, we've got both guys & girls! =D hahas.ok, i'm trying to make my point.hehs.but hmm, i still love the yfers though, no offense k ppl. (:
hmm, which reminds me.i gotta get pressies for the clique.BUT not only them! i've got lotsa other presents to get too!

CHRISTMAS GIFTS - ck, mel, aileen, fenny, cg, ian, jy, aa, kong, norman. [eh? did i miss anyone out?]
BIRTHDAY GIFTS - gleeennn, terry, jeremy, CK[MAJOR], bro[MAJOR]
JAPAN - the yiu family.lols.ok, i may scratch tt.i'm so sry dearies, but as u can see, i'm terribly broke! ):

ok.PLUS i may get gifts for some of the yfers as well. (:
thankfully, i'll be sharing the clique's presents with cg.so, not full cost! (: yays.alright, so i gtg shopping wif tt darling soon.hahs. (:

and tiffany's been a naughty girl nowadays.slept at 2am the past 2 nights, just chatting on msn.but hey, her fren scolded her for slping EARLY at 1! lols.anws.i love mingyao&ivan! (: jus dun ever chat online wif them BOTH at the same time.scary i tell u.hahs.and em, i'm still missing you; hurry back k! X) hehs.ohh yeaa.and i love gabriel too. (:
leirbag & ynaffit!

`(:

2005-12-12T13:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANE!
shucks.i'm addicted to the com! aarrruuughhh.tts NOT good.hahas.hmm, anw today i'll be rotting at home, doing hwk? i hope so.still doing my piano hwk now, since there's piano lesson tml.hah.anw i realised i'm sooo dead.holis are ending, n i've not even started on my amaths TYS 100 ques! shoots man.i dun hav TYS! darn.so i guess i'll jus hav to copy? =P hehs.
ohh and i made a mistake bout shane's birthday.its on 12 dec, not 10.hehs.ohh well.
hmm, ohyea.I LOVE YFERS! (: they're seriously a nice bunch.yesterday i woke up early to attend the youth service[alright! =D], instead of the adult one which is at a later time, which i used to go.yeaa.then had yf, played WHACKO.lols.funny funny funny.WHACKO's our 'favourite' game.hehs.then we watched a video clip of wat happened at ub4.SUPER HILAROUS i tell you.lols.after church went to dover & had lunch with some yfers.then, me & my bro went to sixuan's house! which is also yuxuan& zhengxuan's house =P] then minnie, their cousin, went too since she was supposed to stayover there.yupp.4 of us, me, bro, minnie & sixuan.cabbed down.to thomsom road.got locked out, cos the rest of the family werent home yet.haha.anw! they had a pool table at home.but i didnt play larr, cos CMI.hahas.then me, sixuan & minnie watched SCARY MOVIE 3!! mingyao lent my bro the vcd.hahs.it was darn funny!!! =D lols.budden the last part got some scary parts, then we keep screaming! XD hahas.luckily her parents were out. =P hehs.next the 6 of us[me, bro, minnie, misan, mi-ti, mi-le] played cards.i'm getting better at tai-dee! ((: hehs.n its reali a great sight.cos the 6 of us(plus many others) used to be childhood frens in church.then sixuan's family & my family drifted, only now then we 'got back' together.if only we havent drifted; IMAGINE! was great & strong friendships.. ohh well.i'm glad i'm back, and i still hav them though! (: yupp.then we had pizza & KFC for dinner.yummm. (: watched tv, took a few pics, then ard 9pm, their dad fetched me & my bro home.yeaa.i love the KOO family. (:

`everything's going so well.. i hope (:

2005-12-10T23:21:00.000-08:00

~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANE!~~
eating almond jelly & longan now.see cg, how much i like almond jelly. (: ok, i was bored.got this from mel's blog.i keep blogging so much lately man! haii, i really shud spent my time doing more meaningful stuffs instead man.eg, holiday hwk.

14 of your favourite people(in no order)
1- cg
2- mel
3- ck
4- ian
5- aaron ang
6- jiayi
7- norman
8- kong
9- fenny
10- aileen
11- lanz
12- audrey
13- winner
14- yfers!

13 of your favourite foods
1- ice cream
2- candies
3- chips
4- mashmellows!
5- chocolate
6- chicken meat.lols.i dun wan any bones! =P
7- eggs [no hard-boiled]
8- brownies?
9- cakes[dammit, all junk food.lols]
10- almond jelly? since i'm eating it now.heh
11- yu mian[dry] at dover market! haha.
12- dad's cooking.?
13- ermm, i dunno.

12 of your favourite restaurants/hideouts!
1- swensens!
2- marche
3- nydc?
4- coffee bean
5- ohh, coffee's club's gd place to study!
6- mel's house. (:
7- (none)
8- (none)
9- (none)
10- (none)
11- (none)
12- (none)

11 favourite memories
1- 2B chalet 04
2- ub4! (:
3- outings with the clique (:
4- time spent wif cg
5- emily's house on 041205+the neoprints
6- childhood days in student centre
7- (-)
8- (-)
9- (-)
10- (-)
11- (-)

10 people who've changed your life
1- cg
2- ck
3- mel
4- ian
5- aileen
6- aaron ang
7- jiayi
8- norman
9- fenny
10- yfers

9 things you've dreamt of
1- getting married, having kids! ((:
2- grow taller.haha
3- going overseas wif my frens
4- my family being richer, smt like the yiu's! lols.
5- getting a great career when i grow up.which is wat, i still dunno.but hopefully it'll be smt to do wif kids. (:
6- be slim! hahs.
7- getting into ACJC, & prob join choir! =D
8- being a cheerleader :D hehs.
9- being a mixed blood (:

8 of your obsessions
1- my hp? [the camera & msging functions]
2- clothes? tops? hahs.
3- my dogs!
4- my frens+family. (:
5- ohh, the YIU FAMILY.lols! =D
6- this stupid com; sad to say. ):
7- taking photos!
8- MUSIC ((:

7 beautiful people
hahs.tts where bias-ness comes in. =P but well! EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL! [hehs, tts a clothing store! =P] but ya, everyone's beautiful & unique in their own way. ((:

6 people you hate
i dun hate anyone. (:

5 of my favourite things
1- my neoprints! haha.
2- my bed! [it could be bigger though =P]
3- photographs/photo albums of me when i'm young! (:
4- my crumpler bag, even though its purple. =P
5- my hp?

4 things that scare you
1- ghostly stuffs!
2- hahs, same as mel agn.cats.
3- certain insects? depending on the state of my mind at tt time.hahs.
4- the devil's trap.

3 movies you love
1- moulin rouge
2- harry potter
3- hmm, cant think anymore.

2 books you love
1- a walk to remember by nicholas sparks
2- sweet valley? hahas.

1 person you trust with your life
GOD (:

hmm, this thing is hard larr.actually most of them are jus crap larr, to fill up space only.lols. =P hahas.ohhyeaa! norman bought me a roxy cap from the US for christmas! hahs.THANKS NORRRMANN! (: hmm, n erm.now i feel oblige to get him smt too.plus ck & mel & aileen.? wat to get! somemore i'll be in japan for x'mas.n yes, i'm terribly sad larr! ): but well.we dun always go overseas, so ya.hahs.plus JAPAN STUFF'S DARN EX! crapped up man.hahs, so it strikes outidea of getting their presents there.. ohh.but the yiu family had alr requested their presents anw. =P lols.mingyao wants smt EX, ivan smt BIG, emily smt CUTE, dawn smt FAT.hahahas! i bet mingyao & ivan made tt up for dawn.lols.and the first 2 will already cost me a bome larr.lols.anw yarr, i'll be like, terribly broke? hahs.ohh anw! my bro's bday's coming as well! we'll be going marche! ((:

`cos i need you; and i miss you, and now i wonder..

2005-12-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

joker mingyaaooo =D

SUCH CUTIES MAN! [jus tt ivan looks scary! =P]

wenjun, mingyao, me, emily! =D

aiyoh, wat is everyone doing! =P

HAHS.yiu, yiu, koo, neo, neo.

minnie, emily, me, dawn!

black & white` PRETTY! (:

in emily's room!

emily, a lil girl & me at normantan park.haha.

2005-12-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! (:
back from 2B chalet.hahs.hmm, it was pretty boring larr.cos its at changi, then nothing much to do.n i basically hung out wif aaron, kong, lanz & cg only.plus chris & david choo also larr, at night & this morn. (: hahs.only like, 20 ppl were there? yeaa.quite pathetic.hahah.ohh well.i dun regret going though! (: go there slack.no hwk to think about! =D hahas.ohhya! changi got alot of hookers larr! dunno whether is transversite[dunno how to spell] or reali female.lols.but seriously, AIYOH! lols.one lady was standing there for damn long larr! we walk pass her, go market eat dessert, walking back, she still there! ohhya.n she has 6 pacs larr! shucks! its damn distinct.wth! lols.anw she was jus wearing a short skirt & bikini, so ya.can see the 6 pacs damn obvious! tts y we think its prob a 'he'.lols.then when me & kong walked to changi village ard 2am, got SO MANY hookers.uurrghhh.hahs! anw yarr.we slept only ard 4-5am lydat.me, lanz, chris, david choo & cg slept in the same room.the rest[pakkee, RETARDS, kim, des,..] in another room, then kong & aaron didnt slp.they wanted to watch sunrise? but in the end dun hav.hahs.anw yarr.then they only slept at 6am+.we lazed ard in 'our room' till 9.45, then we left at 10am.lols.wenta bugis.watched AEON FLUX.quite cool eh! (: but the cinema SUCKS larr.lols.the flooring doesnt match, air-con too cold[i wearing fbt somemore!], sound system quite lousy, the seats are too tall, u cant see! lols.we keep complaining, tt'll be our first & last time there.hehs.ohh wells.then after movie we took mrt back.i sat on the mrt floor & fell alseep larr! KNOCK OUT man.everyone was super tired.lols.so i hurried home to slp.slp until i dun even feel like going tuition.then i was late.hehs.hmm ohh, cg ponned trg today.SURPRISING RITE! hahs.yeaa, everyone's surprised. =P
ohhya! did i mention! AARON, KONG & LANZ were super caring! hahas.cos we slept on 2 single-sized beds[side by side].then they always let me hav the pillow & made sure i had lotsa space to slp! ALSO! kong & aaron gave me a shirt[aaron's] for blanket, cos while slping i was cold! hehs.so swit rites. ((: hahs.thankew guys.LOOVEE YA` =D
hmm, ok.i JUST forgot wat i wanted to say.

-EMILY! shucks.i'm missing you! hahas.hurry come back! then we'll plan the sleep-over at ur house! ((:
-hmm, our clique's.. breaking? [shoots> just tell me i'm right man]
-my heart's in; brain's out.darn ):

`so baby dun feel no pain; just smile back.

2005-12-07T22:25:00.000-08:00

and you got to swing by yourself
4 dogs at my house now! cos my uncle went overseas, so kenny & pebbles came over! =D hehs.kenny is soo cute, but sooo naugthy.he urines everywhere larr! and its only like, 2-3 drips! but SO MANNY times! lols.pebbles, on the other hand, is super quai.good doggie! (: n stupid yuki keep bullying pebbles larr.and snowy is SUPER sticky now.keep wanting to follow me, my bro & parents everywhere.hahs.ohh well.
had training today.FUN man! lols.7-9am.so early rites.hahs.anw yeeleen was in a good mood today.we keep doing silly stuffs/mistakes, she jus keep laughing & joking wif us.hehs.ohh anw the main team out le: shah, mary, sheryl, martha, christina, xinyi, mel, vaccinta, yujia, kim, nic & gina.then jaclyn & xinghui is the 'back up'.in case anyone de-prove or injured or wtv.then they'll take their place lorr.yupp.i didnt get into the team, but i'm happy larr! cos i feel tt i've really improved alot & even yeeleen said so! ((: she also said i was a fast learner! and tt cos "time was not on my side", if not given another 1-2 mths, i'll be fighting for my place in the team! (: hehs.so ya.i'm contented! ((: ohh, then maple cried! aiyoh! dun worry girl, u still got next yr wat! jus work hard! can make it de ya. (:
hmms, yest was friendly wif hwa chong junior college.MAN! i'm damn proud of us! (: hahas.we only lost 33-40! & hwa chong's 2nd at nationals! [they used to always be 1st, only this yr lost to ACJC].yupp.budden i think we did not bad cos we both play the same style one.hahas.cos yeeleen's coach is their coach[mr goh]! hahs.yupp.ohh then i played one quarter only.but i played my best & played well! ((: proud of myself. hehs.

ohh, damn it man.shit! wats wrong with the world man.everything seems to be going wrong.screwed up 2B chalet.in the end, no one's going & i'm gonna rot at home.screwed up strained relationships.and friends whom i havent seen for weeks.haii.DAMN larr.anw i realised i'm becoming more vulgur nowadays.peer pressure.so many frens using the f word, its becoming smt natural & common.lols.
arrugghh.crap man! i'm free from tml onwards, and emily & gabriel are away! the 2 ppl i'm really like to go out wif[plus mingyao& ivan]! wat terrible timing man.n when they come back, i'll be away! AAAHHHH.japan.ok, i'm trying to cool down here! ok, actually i'm half-half.half normal self, half irritated.MAN! SHIT.CHERYL KOH!

`i'd smile when i was crying.

2005-12-05T22:35:00.000-08:00

hehs.back from church camp! it was great.fun stuff. (:

day 1: went to normantan park after my trg to meet my grp.my grp members are: mingyao, zhixuan, william, alicia, jenny, corinne, jiaxin & yilun.they were playing amazing race.so wenta kent ridge park, then jurong sports complex.played the yellow slide as our task! n we had to go ard the lazy river within 3 mins holding hands.mingyao is DARN strong pls! lols.he keep pulling my hand, i dun even need to walk one larr.! jus keep moving forward.lols.anw yarr.then nothing much.went back to student centre, had steamboat for dinner.then pastor talk at night before we slp.boys one room, girls one room.

day 2: woke up ard 7am plus.played some games in the morn.then took bus down to sentosa.played beach games! water bomb & telematch.got reali wet & sandy.cos we had to roll on the sand after soaking in the water.human mua-chee.lols.dinner tt night was 3 veg & rice.hahah.i became a vegetarian.cos the orders were mixed up.lol.but it tasted damn good larr! hahs.then we played a game.but it started to rain reali heavily.we were actually suppose to stay at sentosa till real late, then walk back to wishart road.but cos of the rain we had to took bus back.walked in the rain & stuff.it got quite chaotic at one time.n the rain's reali scary.one of the pole of the tentage which we seeked shelther fell down larr! right beside me! so we hurried went back.mingyao's mum brought breadtalk bread for us as supper! (: then later, we(me, emily, dawn, mingyao, my bro, ivan, wenjun) had a 'photoshoot'! hahas.super fun.they're all crazy one larr.all squeeze like mad to hav their BIG face in the pic. =P lol.fun fun fun. (: ok then soon later we wenta slp ard 1-2am.

at sentosa; night time! :D

dark, medium, white.lols.mich, me, emily!

photoshoot!` Emily, me, mingyao, dawn!

the 3 girls & wenjun

BIG FAMILY! :D

day 3: sat.woke up at 8am.had breakfast then wenta normantan park for ball games. (: there's a volleyball, a pingpong ball, & a huge black ball made of trashbag stuffed with balls of newspaper.play ultimate-pingpong(suppose to be frisbee), captain's ball(wif the big ball) & basketball(wif the volleyball).then we had lunch.me, emily, mingyao & william wenta play the playground.esp the swings! (: then william officially become our dog. =P hehs.then ard late afternoon went back to student centre.had this 'camp lodi' thing.grps hav to come up wif a skit.my grp won! (: hehs.n the other grps are super super funny as well man.lols.then later we had sharing, cos last day of camp.then it was like a 'confessions' session larr.joker man.lol.so ya.it ended ard 12.30mn.then we played cards stuff b4 we were forced to slp, cos sun had service.but me, emily & mishan talked all the way till ard 3.30am.

pretty emily & me! (:

cuuteeee ivan & me! (:
-hah, i look the same! somemore its the same background.lols.ivan's really cute rite! :D

day 4: last day.woke up at 7am.only had 3&a half hr of slp.hehs.packed n took bus to sch for church service.william is seriously the sleeping king man.he keep slping during the service like nobody's business! when my bro wake him up, less then 3 sec, he's slping agn.everyone keep turning back to look & laugh at him.heh.but anw quite alot of ppl slept too.lols.the whole girls row(except me & emily) fell aslp during the sermon.lols.but willim is still the best larr.giving offering tt time he also can slp! he took out his money, held his hand up, n fell aslp! siao man.anw yar, then after service we had break then yf.went up to humans room, the whole time we jus see photos & videos n stuff.later we took grp pics, then had pizza lunch! (:

girls! (: taken at church/sch.
after lunch, some of us went out! ((: me, emily, minnie, mishan, jenny, jamie, my bro, mingyao, ivan, wenjun, yilun.11 ppl.hahs.we took neoprints! (: ahhh, ultimately fun man.squeezing like mad.hehs. =D ohh.then heeren was giving out free lolipops! the really huge kind from kungfu hustle! cos they were promoting the show.all the girls took one & ivan had one for dawn! so swit rites.hahs. (: ok, jenny & jamie went home, the rest of us wenta the yiu's house.I LOVEEE THEIR HOUSE! ((: its 2 storey, big, clean & cosy! super nice man.n i love their family, they look SO DARN cute when young.but actually ivan & dawn still looks terribly cute, while mingyao & emily are both so gd-looking! =D seriously man. ((: ohh.then we waited till their mum came home ard, we went out for dinner at NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD RESTAURANT! the mum pay for all of us somemore.super nice rites! (: hehs.anw they food was nice, i love my church frens larr. ((:
went back to their house after dinner.started taking pics with emily's cam.n now she's sending me all the photos, which is taking darn long.lols.then minnie & mishan left ard 9.30, me, my bro, wenjun & yilun left after 10pm, shared cab home.hehs.

cute dawn bullying minnie.lols.

bro, me, emily

IVAN & MINGYAO ((:

NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD RESTAURANT!`

anw i'm suffering from post-camp syndroms! I MISS MY CHURCH FRENS SO DARN MUCH! ): hahs.i HAVE TO go to yiu's house to stay over soon! b4 sch reopens! ((: